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You're bleeding
through your bandage.
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Good morning.
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Don't we need to get you
to a doctor?
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I am a doctor.
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That didn't come up
last night?
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We didn't do
a lot of talking.
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[Phone vibrates]
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I'm good.
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[Groans]
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You never told me
what caused your accident.
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I was stabbed
by a patient.
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That'll teach me
to overbill.
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[Phone vibrates]
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If she likes
crippled guys,
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I'm free for
the next six minutes.
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What do you want?
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45-year-old
truck driver,
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recurrent seizures.
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No metabolic
or structural--
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does this look
like a good time?
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Sort of.
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At least as good
as the other 12 times
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that I've called and paged you
in the last three weeks.
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Those times I just didn't
feel like talking to you.
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Kinda like now.
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I'd apologize again,
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but I'm still waiting for you
to accept the first one.
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You do work for me.
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I am entitled to ask
when you're coming back.
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I don't know
when I'm coming back.
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I don't know
if I'm coming back.
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Got a problem
with that,
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fire me.
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♪ House 8x12 ♪
Chase
Original air date on February 13, 2012
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== sync, corrected by elderman ==
[Massive Attack's Teardrop]
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♪
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[Groaning]
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[Weights slam down]
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Nice.
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It's good to see you
in the hospital,
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as a patient
if not as a doctor.
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Believe me,
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I'd rather be the guy
with the clipboard.
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How you doing?
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Arrhythmias are gone.
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Fine motor control
is improving.
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Not what I meant.
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If you need to talk
to someone,
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a professional...
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I'm fine.
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Fine enough
to get back to work?
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You don't have
to work for House,
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but you do owe me
20 clinic hours.
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What, getting knifed doesn't
buy me an extension?
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Buys you whatever you need.
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But I know you.
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If all you do
is physical therapy
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and your nighttime
version of it,
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you'll lose your mind
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faster than you regain
those fine motor skills.
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[Sighs]
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I, uh, have
this terrible pain
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in my left shoulder.
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It came out of nowhere.
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And nothing
seems to help.
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[Clears throat]
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Any other symptoms?
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Chest pain?
Lightheadedness?
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No. None at all.
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?
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Just sitting
and praying.
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She'd been helping to make
the altar breads that morning,
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but no hard physical work
or repetitive motion.
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A couple of possibilities.
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You have enlarged
lymph nodes,
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so I'd like to start
by ruling out breast cancer.
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And I do mean "rule out."
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It's probably nothing.
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I'm gonna do
a quick breast exam.
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Do you mind stepping out
for a moment?
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Not at all.
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[Door opens, closes]
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That was so I could ask
about the second possibility.
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Left-sided pain means
it could be angina,
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which is made worse
by stress.
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain started
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on the verge
of a major life change.
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How did you know?
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Blue veil means
you're a postulant,
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haven't taken
your vows yet.
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Brown vestments means
you're carmelites,
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cloistered nuns,
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which explains the chaperone.
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.
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I was a seminarian.
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Who obviously didn't
take his vows.
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Cassock made
my ass look fat.
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[Chuckles]
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Do you mind
unbuttoning your shirt
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and lying down for me?
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Okay.
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I have had second thoughts.
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I'm kind of a wreck.
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A life of perpetual
enclosure
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and almost complete silence?
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If you weren't
wrestling with this,
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.
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I'm going to admit you.
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There's a little mass here,
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and I'd like
to get it checked out.
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It's just a benign
fat deposit.
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Her imaging's clean.
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Stress test too.
It's not angina.
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So why the shoulder pain?
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(House)
Is it possible
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that she hurt
her shoulder?
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Thanks a lot.
I didn't tell him.
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You were cagey
about where you were going.
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And Chase being cagey
in general.
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Good chance I'd find the two
of you in the same cage.
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So I had park follow you.
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How you feeling?
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Better.
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Heard your arm's
healing nicely.
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Good to see you
on your feet.
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Patient's a nun?
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You turning back to your
long-abandoned faith
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in time of trouble?
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She was next up
in the clinic.
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And I don't want
your help.
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You got stabbed.
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You blame me.
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But what did
you learn about me
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that you hadn't known
for years?
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Maybe I was an idiot before
and I'm not one now.
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Or maybe
the reverse is true.
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Thanks for all your help.
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Your soul sister
is having a fungal infection
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.
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[Whiny voice]
Thanks for all my help.
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I'm--I'm sorry
I led House to you.
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It's part of the job.
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Maybe we could get
a meal after work tonight,
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if you want
some companionship.
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You asking me out
on a date?
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No.
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I just--
I guess that sounded--
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must be scary to be back.
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All those knives
and needles.
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Infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.
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Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
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Thanks.
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Ever surf Kirra Point?
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Obviously you're Australian.
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I've surfed all over
the Gold Coast.
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Don't tell me you have.
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The closest I got
was Waimea Bay.
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I grew up on Maui.
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If you don't mind me asking,
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why are you becoming a nun?
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You asking
'cause I surf?
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Well, I know that Jesus
walked on water but...
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[Chuckles]
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Plus the average postulant
is a lot younger than you.
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What were you doing
before this?
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Not much of anything.
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Worked as a nanny.
Moved around a lot.
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Bunch of failed
relationships.
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And then what?
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God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?
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Something like that.
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Does there have to be
some dramatic moment
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where the skies part?
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Usually, yeah.
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00:09:05,384 --> 00:09:08,286
Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary?
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Mom drank, dad worked.
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They stuck me
in catholic school.
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Priests and nuns were
the closest I had to family.
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Turned out that wasn't much of
a reason to join the priesthood.
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Is that why you left?
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Something like that.
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I think I may throw up.
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What's wrong with me?
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Not a fungal infection.
187
00:10:00,104 --> 00:10:02,605
You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons?
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I'm not.
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00:10:03,808 --> 00:10:05,975
Well, I'll tell you.
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00:10:06,043 --> 00:10:07,410
You're not the only one
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whose life spiraled
out of control
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when you got knifed
in the ventricle.
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Taub has decided--
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00:10:11,782 --> 00:10:13,016
I need help
with my patient.
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She's vomiting.
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00:10:14,419 --> 00:10:16,119
That's not from
a fungal infection.
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00:10:16,187 --> 00:10:17,220
What are you
planning to do
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now that you're
not working for me?
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I have no idea.
200
00:10:20,525 --> 00:10:22,293
Almost dying's
been clarifying.
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00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:23,560
I can do anything.
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00:10:23,628 --> 00:10:25,663
You can do anything.
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00:10:25,731 --> 00:10:27,265
So you come back
to the same building
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you've worked in
for years.
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00:10:29,234 --> 00:10:31,669
Guess you can cross that
off your bucket list.
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00:10:31,737 --> 00:10:33,438
Can we get to my patient
sometime soon?
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00:10:33,505 --> 00:10:36,875
As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.
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00:10:36,942 --> 00:10:38,343
You'll help me.
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00:10:38,410 --> 00:10:40,411
'Cause even though you don't
find my case interesting,
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you find my interest in it
interesting.
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00:10:44,116 --> 00:10:47,218
Well, when you
put it that way...
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Ascending colangitis.
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00:10:53,258 --> 00:10:54,659
Missed me.
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00:10:54,726 --> 00:10:55,759
Can't be,
bilirubin's normal.
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00:10:55,827 --> 00:10:58,963
Clinical signs
can show up days
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before lab signs.
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00:11:02,868 --> 00:11:04,067
Ha ha ha!
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00:11:05,938 --> 00:11:07,204
This is great.
219
00:11:07,272 --> 00:11:08,706
We should make this
a regular thing.
220
00:11:12,678 --> 00:11:14,045
She can't feel
her foot at all.
221
00:11:19,118 --> 00:11:20,451
What does this mean?
222
00:11:20,519 --> 00:11:22,253
It means I've got
to spend more time
223
00:11:22,321 --> 00:11:24,722
consulting
with a colleague.
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00:11:33,352 --> 00:11:35,687
He tried to tongue-kiss Park
when you were closer.
225
00:11:35,755 --> 00:11:37,356
You think his sexuality
is normal?
226
00:11:37,424 --> 00:11:39,892
I need more help.
My patient has a new symptom.
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00:11:39,960 --> 00:11:41,294
Ischemic foot.
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00:11:41,362 --> 00:11:43,297
Get the lecture
out of your system
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00:11:43,364 --> 00:11:44,998
so we can talk
about my case.
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00:11:47,269 --> 00:11:51,872
Let me start
with an allegory.
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00:11:51,939 --> 00:11:53,239
Ah.
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00:11:58,079 --> 00:11:59,413
Okay, I'm curious.
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00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:02,616
Your overreaction
to your stabbing
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00:12:02,684 --> 00:12:05,986
is to blame me even as
you are drawn to me.
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00:12:06,054 --> 00:12:09,190
Taub's is to take
moronic self-defense classes
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00:12:09,258 --> 00:12:11,726
that won't defend him
against anything.
237
00:12:11,794 --> 00:12:13,261
Krav maga.
238
00:12:13,329 --> 00:12:14,762
Which helped me
block your shot
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00:12:14,830 --> 00:12:15,764
and will continue
to help me
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defend myself in a building
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00:12:17,100 --> 00:12:18,500
full of drugged-up strangers.
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00:12:18,568 --> 00:12:21,503
Taub has to accept
that by instinct and genetics
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he is a coward,
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00:12:23,173 --> 00:12:24,340
who's better off
running and hiding
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00:12:24,407 --> 00:12:25,908
at the first sign
of danger.
246
00:12:25,976 --> 00:12:28,577
I've already fended off six
of your blitzkriegs in a row.
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00:12:28,645 --> 00:12:30,579
And the seventh?
And the eighth?
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00:12:30,647 --> 00:12:32,748
And the nth?
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00:12:32,815 --> 00:12:33,749
If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?
250
00:12:33,816 --> 00:12:35,716
That unexpected things happen.
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00:12:35,784 --> 00:12:38,919
By definition, no class can
teach you to expect them.
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00:12:38,987 --> 00:12:41,956
Which is why Taub
is idiotic to study them,
253
00:12:42,023 --> 00:12:44,057
and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.
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00:12:44,125 --> 00:12:45,559
Blood clot.
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00:12:45,626 --> 00:12:48,562
Her D-Dimer's normal.
256
00:12:48,630 --> 00:12:50,064
On the other hand--
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00:12:50,131 --> 00:12:51,898
[grunting]
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00:12:51,966 --> 00:12:54,234
Yah!
259
00:12:56,304 --> 00:12:58,038
What if he's right
about the blockage
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00:12:58,106 --> 00:12:59,473
but wrong
about the cause?
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00:12:59,540 --> 00:13:01,408
Vasospasm.
262
00:13:01,476 --> 00:13:04,144
That explains everything
but the lymph nodes.
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00:13:04,212 --> 00:13:05,846
And any minor infection
could have caused those.
264
00:13:05,914 --> 00:13:08,548
Calcium channel blocker
to treat.
265
00:13:19,260 --> 00:13:21,060
Are you okay?
266
00:13:21,128 --> 00:13:22,762
I almost got you killed
by bringing a scalpel
267
00:13:22,830 --> 00:13:24,097
into that room.
268
00:13:24,165 --> 00:13:25,231
I could feel better
about that.
269
00:13:25,299 --> 00:13:27,367
You saved my life too.
270
00:13:27,434 --> 00:13:30,637
I think the ledger's clear.
271
00:13:30,704 --> 00:13:33,139
But how can you not
be traumatized?
272
00:13:33,207 --> 00:13:35,508
Can't change
what happened.
273
00:13:35,576 --> 00:13:38,244
Can only make better
choices from here.
274
00:13:38,312 --> 00:13:39,879
So you're Zen about it
275
00:13:39,947 --> 00:13:41,948
but won't let go
of your anger toward House?
276
00:13:45,652 --> 00:13:47,286
I'm seeing
a trauma counselor.
277
00:13:47,354 --> 00:13:48,788
I think you should too.
278
00:13:48,856 --> 00:13:51,091
I'm okay.
279
00:13:51,158 --> 00:13:53,059
Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
280
00:14:01,904 --> 00:14:03,438
Convent lets you
have this?
281
00:14:03,506 --> 00:14:06,808
I borrowed it from
one of the nurses.
282
00:14:06,876 --> 00:14:08,777
I'm still on temporary vows.
283
00:14:08,845 --> 00:14:11,747
It may be the last time
I hear Eminem for a while.
284
00:14:11,814 --> 00:14:14,216
You're using an iPod.
285
00:14:14,283 --> 00:14:16,351
But I've never seen you
use rosary beads.
286
00:14:21,290 --> 00:14:23,791
What day did Jesus die?
287
00:14:23,859 --> 00:14:26,061
I know,
one gospel says passover,
288
00:14:26,128 --> 00:14:28,430
another says
the day before.
289
00:14:28,497 --> 00:14:29,564
How many times
did the cock crow
290
00:14:29,632 --> 00:14:31,633
before Peter's
third denial?
291
00:14:31,701 --> 00:14:32,934
Once or twice?
292
00:14:33,002 --> 00:14:35,570
You can't argue away
my faith.
293
00:14:35,638 --> 00:14:36,805
Why?
294
00:14:36,872 --> 00:14:38,206
Because it's so strong
295
00:14:38,274 --> 00:14:39,674
even plain contradictions--
296
00:14:39,742 --> 00:14:42,577
because it's not
that strong.
297
00:14:42,645 --> 00:14:44,879
I'm not saying
I don't have faith.
298
00:14:44,947 --> 00:14:49,150
I just haven't felt
the calling yet.
299
00:14:49,218 --> 00:14:52,153
No one joins the clergy
without having that epiphany.
300
00:14:52,220 --> 00:14:54,955
That God's love
is speaking to you directly.
301
00:14:55,023 --> 00:14:58,892
It's the silence,
the contemplation,
302
00:14:58,959 --> 00:15:01,160
the order.
303
00:15:01,228 --> 00:15:02,595
I need them.
304
00:15:05,265 --> 00:15:08,000
Hoping everything else
will come later.
305
00:15:08,068 --> 00:15:10,336
That's not an answer.
306
00:15:10,404 --> 00:15:12,705
If you want silence,
you can get ear plugs.
307
00:15:12,773 --> 00:15:14,975
I tried the outside world.
308
00:15:15,042 --> 00:15:17,010
It wasn't enough.
309
00:15:17,078 --> 00:15:18,178
Have you been married?
310
00:15:18,246 --> 00:15:19,547
No.
311
00:15:19,614 --> 00:15:21,616
No kids.
You never found a career.
312
00:15:21,684 --> 00:15:24,052
Doesn't sound like the outside
world got much of a try.
313
00:15:26,155 --> 00:15:29,290
What you're
headed towards now,
314
00:15:29,357 --> 00:15:32,026
14 hours a day
in silent prayer,
315
00:15:32,094 --> 00:15:34,462
never having a family,
316
00:15:34,530 --> 00:15:36,965
never touching
another human being.
317
00:15:37,032 --> 00:15:39,000
Just because that's
what you'd miss the most.
318
00:15:40,969 --> 00:15:43,270
The nurses talk.
319
00:15:46,942 --> 00:15:48,642
Nothing's wrong
with having fun.
320
00:15:48,710 --> 00:15:51,912
They said you were almost
killed three weeks ago.
321
00:15:51,980 --> 00:15:54,281
You go right back to fun?
322
00:15:54,349 --> 00:15:57,283
Is that why
you wanna be a nun?
323
00:15:57,351 --> 00:15:58,851
Someone broke your heart.
324
00:15:58,919 --> 00:16:03,388
No.
325
00:16:03,456 --> 00:16:06,825
I'm just looking
for something more.
326
00:16:09,228 --> 00:16:10,695
So am I.
327
00:16:21,374 --> 00:16:23,442
I'm late for work
in the clinic.
328
00:16:41,928 --> 00:16:43,362
Really?
329
00:16:43,430 --> 00:16:45,031
George Washingbaum?
330
00:16:45,098 --> 00:16:47,466
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.
331
00:16:47,534 --> 00:16:51,170
Just hiding out till House
leaves the cafeteria.
332
00:16:55,409 --> 00:16:57,043
The self-defense classes,
333
00:16:57,110 --> 00:16:59,379
you think they're making
any kind of difference?
334
00:16:59,446 --> 00:17:02,314
Not as much
as House's surprise attacks.
335
00:17:02,382 --> 00:17:04,550
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do too.
336
00:17:06,419 --> 00:17:08,020
Which is why you should
accept his apology
337
00:17:08,088 --> 00:17:09,455
and come back on the team.
338
00:17:09,522 --> 00:17:11,824
He's annoying,
he's maddening.
339
00:17:11,892 --> 00:17:14,160
But he makes us
all better.
340
00:17:16,730 --> 00:17:18,865
Note to self.
341
00:17:22,035 --> 00:17:23,636
Foot color's good.
342
00:17:23,704 --> 00:17:27,073
Arterial pulse is good.
343
00:17:27,140 --> 00:17:28,808
Capillary refill's good.
344
00:17:28,875 --> 00:17:30,409
And her shoulder pain
is all gone.
345
00:17:30,477 --> 00:17:33,612
Looks like you're ready
to go home.
346
00:17:33,680 --> 00:17:36,115
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.
347
00:17:39,353 --> 00:17:42,088
I'd say I'm in the book,
348
00:17:42,156 --> 00:17:44,525
but not the one you'll be
reading from now on.
349
00:17:52,299 --> 00:17:56,736
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu
350
00:17:56,804 --> 00:17:59,372
for this beautiful
two-year-old boy.
351
00:17:59,439 --> 00:18:01,607
I loved him.
352
00:18:01,675 --> 00:18:03,543
Probably spent
more time with him
353
00:18:03,610 --> 00:18:05,712
than his own parents.
354
00:18:07,547 --> 00:18:12,284
One day I was in the park
talking with another nanny.
355
00:18:12,352 --> 00:18:16,688
He wandered out of the sandbox
into the street,
356
00:18:16,755 --> 00:18:19,957
into the path
of a moving car.
357
00:18:22,394 --> 00:18:24,028
That could have happened
to anyone.
358
00:18:24,096 --> 00:18:26,797
I don't think so.
359
00:18:26,865 --> 00:18:29,334
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves
360
00:18:29,401 --> 00:18:31,602
for the rest
of their lives too.
361
00:18:31,670 --> 00:18:35,507
You shouldn't.
362
00:18:35,574 --> 00:18:38,676
You shouldn't run from what
can still be a good life.
363
00:18:38,744 --> 00:18:41,213
I'm running to God.
364
00:18:41,280 --> 00:18:43,014
After what happened to you,
365
00:18:43,082 --> 00:18:45,250
don't you wanna
remake your life?
366
00:18:45,318 --> 00:18:48,420
Not by hiding myself away.
367
00:18:50,756 --> 00:18:53,191
I hope it works out
for you.
368
00:18:57,230 --> 00:19:00,632
It is gonna be hard.
369
00:19:00,700 --> 00:19:02,868
Not touching anyone.
370
00:19:47,130 --> 00:19:51,233
Who knew mother inferior
was a smoking hottie.
371
00:19:51,289 --> 00:19:53,257
No wonder you're playing
handsies with her.
372
00:19:53,324 --> 00:19:55,292
You think I'm hitting
on a nun?
373
00:19:55,359 --> 00:19:58,127
Angry at God or I just
need a challenge?
374
00:19:58,195 --> 00:20:00,463
Or you're terrified
of intimacy,
375
00:20:00,531 --> 00:20:02,465
which is why
you're a serial slut.
376
00:20:02,533 --> 00:20:06,101
But right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.
377
00:20:06,169 --> 00:20:09,738
Ideally someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.
378
00:20:09,806 --> 00:20:11,673
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say
379
00:20:11,741 --> 00:20:12,907
about anything else
you've been doing.
380
00:20:12,975 --> 00:20:14,808
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.
381
00:20:14,876 --> 00:20:17,144
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,
382
00:20:17,212 --> 00:20:19,881
I have a 7:30 appointment
to explore my intimacy issues
383
00:20:19,948 --> 00:20:22,283
at La Scala.
384
00:20:24,420 --> 00:20:25,887
I'm talking to this agent.
He's a bit of a sleaze.
385
00:20:25,955 --> 00:20:28,456
But he's really excited
about representing me.
386
00:20:28,524 --> 00:20:30,458
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,
387
00:20:30,526 --> 00:20:31,793
he's trying to get me
an audition
388
00:20:31,861 --> 00:20:33,462
for one of those
online soaps.
389
00:20:33,529 --> 00:20:34,697
Have you ever watched
one of those?
390
00:20:38,335 --> 00:20:39,536
Am I boring you?
391
00:20:44,141 --> 00:20:46,409
Unfortunately, yeah.
392
00:20:46,476 --> 00:20:47,910
Sorry.
393
00:21:00,158 --> 00:21:01,559
Hi.
394
00:21:03,895 --> 00:21:06,931
You're not supposed
to be here.
395
00:21:06,998 --> 00:21:08,098
Or anywhere.
396
00:21:08,166 --> 00:21:10,167
Yeah.
397
00:21:12,470 --> 00:21:14,504
You were right.
398
00:21:14,572 --> 00:21:16,439
I was running away.
399
00:21:59,415 --> 00:22:01,617
Oh, now you're shy.
400
00:22:04,087 --> 00:22:07,022
It's brighter
in the morning.
401
00:22:12,929 --> 00:22:15,531
So are we gonna spend
the rest of eternity
402
00:22:15,598 --> 00:22:18,266
in a lake of fire
while pointy-tailed demons
403
00:22:18,334 --> 00:22:20,602
poke at us with sticks?
404
00:22:24,774 --> 00:22:26,742
This is a little scary
for me.
405
00:22:26,810 --> 00:22:29,144
I had a whole life planned.
406
00:22:29,212 --> 00:22:32,715
Not that I wasn't
struggling with it.
407
00:22:32,782 --> 00:22:34,450
And then I met you.
408
00:22:34,518 --> 00:22:38,888
Don't worry, I know you're
not the relationship type.
409
00:22:38,956 --> 00:22:40,924
I'm not
not the relationship type.
410
00:22:40,992 --> 00:22:42,526
I was married once.
411
00:22:42,593 --> 00:22:44,361
[Chuckles]
Relax.
412
00:22:44,429 --> 00:22:45,863
You're fine.
413
00:22:48,233 --> 00:22:49,668
So what's next for you?
414
00:22:52,739 --> 00:22:55,574
I have to find
a place to live.
415
00:22:55,642 --> 00:22:58,344
Get my old job back.
416
00:22:58,412 --> 00:23:01,714
Sure, I'll feel guilty,
start doubting.
417
00:23:01,782 --> 00:23:03,515
As long as you keep dealing
with your doubts
418
00:23:03,583 --> 00:23:05,417
in the same way then...
419
00:23:07,688 --> 00:23:09,888
Moira?
420
00:23:09,956 --> 00:23:12,191
I'm sorry,
did you say something?
421
00:23:14,227 --> 00:23:16,028
Your neck.
422
00:23:16,095 --> 00:23:17,529
What?
423
00:23:17,597 --> 00:23:19,131
Are your ears ringing?
424
00:23:19,199 --> 00:23:22,868
Yeah.
What does that mean?
425
00:23:24,938 --> 00:23:29,240
We've got to get you back
to the hospital right away.
426
00:23:29,308 --> 00:23:30,475
The artery that's bringing
blood to your brain,
427
00:23:30,543 --> 00:23:31,709
it's coming apart.
428
00:23:31,777 --> 00:23:33,210
Means you could stroke.
429
00:23:33,278 --> 00:23:34,812
I've paged a team
of our best doctors.
430
00:23:34,879 --> 00:23:36,613
I don't have
to cough as much.
431
00:23:36,681 --> 00:23:38,883
It's clotted up.
432
00:23:38,950 --> 00:23:40,451
Is that bad?
433
00:23:40,518 --> 00:23:43,254
We're almost there.
434
00:23:44,656 --> 00:23:47,992
Get me her o-two level.
435
00:23:48,060 --> 00:23:49,360
What are you doing?
436
00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,128
I want to make sure I can
position her wrist properly.
437
00:23:51,196 --> 00:23:52,730
For what?
A.B.G.
438
00:23:52,798 --> 00:23:55,800
I don't need an A.B.G.
Just get a pulse ox.
439
00:23:55,868 --> 00:23:57,702
I'll do it.
Grab a consent form.
440
00:23:57,770 --> 00:24:00,171
Go!
441
00:24:00,239 --> 00:24:01,840
We need to operate
right now, okay?
442
00:24:01,908 --> 00:24:03,274
Good to operate.
443
00:24:05,445 --> 00:24:08,213
Repeat this, no ifs, ands,
or buts about it.
444
00:24:08,281 --> 00:24:11,249
No about it and no ifs.
445
00:24:11,317 --> 00:24:12,751
Get her into O.R. 11.
446
00:24:19,014 --> 00:24:20,147
Carotid dissection,
447
00:24:20,215 --> 00:24:22,049
four-inch pulsatile
mass in her neck,
448
00:24:22,116 --> 00:24:23,517
and some broca's aphasia.
449
00:24:23,584 --> 00:24:24,651
It's got to be a clot
450
00:24:24,719 --> 00:24:25,585
keeping her
from bleeding out.
451
00:24:25,653 --> 00:24:27,020
Pulse?
452
00:24:27,088 --> 00:24:28,155
Bounding, four-plus.
453
00:24:28,223 --> 00:24:29,156
It was a three-plus
20 minutes ago.
454
00:24:29,224 --> 00:24:31,325
20?
455
00:24:31,393 --> 00:24:32,927
Thought she just got here.
456
00:24:35,664 --> 00:24:37,466
That blood
looks pretty dry.
457
00:24:37,533 --> 00:24:40,002
Cut yourself shaving?
458
00:24:40,070 --> 00:24:42,271
You know,
that can happen
459
00:24:42,339 --> 00:24:45,342
when the nun you woke up with
coughs blood on you.
460
00:24:45,409 --> 00:24:47,911
You slept with a nun?
461
00:24:47,979 --> 00:24:49,946
Forget nun,
you slept with a patient?
462
00:24:50,014 --> 00:24:51,748
Former, to both.
463
00:24:51,816 --> 00:24:54,083
(House) Internal neck trauma,
that's impressive.
464
00:24:54,150 --> 00:24:55,951
It's happened to me
a few times.
465
00:24:56,019 --> 00:24:58,487
Up high.
466
00:24:58,555 --> 00:25:00,388
Dr. Chase.
467
00:25:02,058 --> 00:25:04,292
Clot's broken.
468
00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:05,527
Bring her in
and pack her nose.
469
00:25:05,594 --> 00:25:06,828
I'm gonna need
number three vicryls.
470
00:25:06,895 --> 00:25:09,163
I'm gonna fix this.
471
00:25:09,231 --> 00:25:10,198
You're not gonna
operate on her.
472
00:25:10,265 --> 00:25:11,933
Kapur and Carlyle
are unavailable.
473
00:25:12,001 --> 00:25:14,102
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.
474
00:25:14,169 --> 00:25:16,171
He's also slept with her
far fewer times than you have.
475
00:25:16,238 --> 00:25:17,505
Your judgment's
compromised.
476
00:25:17,573 --> 00:25:18,773
I spent the night with her.
477
00:25:18,841 --> 00:25:20,241
Doesn't change
how I make an incision.
478
00:25:20,309 --> 00:25:22,443
Tell him!
479
00:25:23,779 --> 00:25:26,915
Do the surgery.
480
00:25:26,983 --> 00:25:28,217
You're trying
to score points with him
481
00:25:28,285 --> 00:25:30,419
at the risk
of a patient's life.
482
00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:31,721
He's the better surgeon.
483
00:25:34,558 --> 00:25:35,692
(Chase)
Vascular clamp.
484
00:25:35,759 --> 00:25:37,560
You're not gonna put her
on bypass?
485
00:25:37,628 --> 00:25:38,761
It'd take a half hour
to set up.
486
00:25:38,829 --> 00:25:40,296
You clamp now,
she could stroke out.
487
00:25:40,364 --> 00:25:42,331
She's already got
neurological symptoms.
488
00:25:42,399 --> 00:25:44,667
We wait 30 minutes, she'll
definitely have brain damage.
489
00:25:44,735 --> 00:25:47,036
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.
490
00:25:47,104 --> 00:25:48,304
She's not going to die.
491
00:25:48,372 --> 00:25:49,706
If I get this done
in five minutes,
492
00:25:49,774 --> 00:25:51,007
she won't stroke out.
493
00:25:51,075 --> 00:25:52,175
You don't know
that you will.
494
00:25:52,243 --> 00:25:53,476
And you can't know
because you can't
495
00:25:53,544 --> 00:25:56,279
think clearly about her.
496
00:25:56,347 --> 00:25:58,448
Vascular clamp.
497
00:26:05,223 --> 00:26:09,125
Occlusion time 9:46
and 23 seconds.
498
00:26:09,193 --> 00:26:11,194
Vascular scissors.
499
00:26:46,164 --> 00:26:48,799
We're over five minutes.
500
00:26:49,967 --> 00:26:52,002
Ultrasound.
501
00:26:58,074 --> 00:27:00,742
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.
502
00:27:00,810 --> 00:27:02,777
You're not gonna close
the wound first?
503
00:27:02,845 --> 00:27:05,413
No.
504
00:27:11,421 --> 00:27:13,422
[Coughs]
505
00:27:18,362 --> 00:27:20,063
Can you hear me?
506
00:27:23,235 --> 00:27:24,969
Repeat this,
507
00:27:25,037 --> 00:27:27,972
no ifs, ands, or buts.
508
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:32,109
No ifs, ands, or buts.
509
00:27:38,484 --> 00:27:42,821
I'm sorry about before.
510
00:27:42,889 --> 00:27:45,557
You're scared,
aren't you?
511
00:27:45,625 --> 00:27:47,226
That's why you wanted
companionship.
512
00:27:47,294 --> 00:27:49,461
That's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.
513
00:27:49,529 --> 00:27:51,530
What exactly
are you scared of?
514
00:27:51,598 --> 00:27:53,299
A needle stick?
515
00:27:53,367 --> 00:27:55,334
Some other nut
pulling a scalpel?
516
00:27:55,402 --> 00:27:58,937
I'm scared
of everything.
517
00:27:59,005 --> 00:28:01,106
It sucks that
there was a stabbing.
518
00:28:01,174 --> 00:28:02,674
But you'll get over it.
519
00:28:02,742 --> 00:28:04,143
Like you have?
520
00:28:04,211 --> 00:28:06,679
You weren't even there.
521
00:28:06,746 --> 00:28:09,382
I know, I--
I left the room.
522
00:28:09,449 --> 00:28:10,783
It was pure luck.
523
00:28:10,851 --> 00:28:13,886
I was in the room.
That was pure luck too.
524
00:28:17,257 --> 00:28:19,592
I get that you're scared
and guilty.
525
00:28:19,660 --> 00:28:21,227
You're still a doctor.
526
00:28:21,295 --> 00:28:23,429
I don't have time
to teach you to act like one.
527
00:28:28,668 --> 00:28:30,002
We removed the artery.
528
00:28:30,070 --> 00:28:31,204
I found nodules.
529
00:28:31,271 --> 00:28:32,906
Could mean lupus.
530
00:28:32,973 --> 00:28:34,006
Negative A.N.A.
531
00:28:34,074 --> 00:28:36,376
Where are you going?
532
00:28:36,443 --> 00:28:38,544
Great thing
about assigning Taub
533
00:28:38,611 --> 00:28:40,580
fraudulent lab work
is you know exactly
534
00:28:40,648 --> 00:28:42,548
where he's gonna
end up.
535
00:28:42,615 --> 00:28:44,250
Great thing about
assigning Taub
536
00:28:44,318 --> 00:28:46,285
obviously fraudulent
lab work
537
00:28:46,353 --> 00:28:48,821
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.
538
00:28:56,630 --> 00:28:59,566
And then...
539
00:28:59,633 --> 00:29:01,635
Two to the head.
540
00:29:01,702 --> 00:29:02,969
Can we talk
about my patient?
541
00:29:03,037 --> 00:29:04,571
Quite a journey.
542
00:29:04,639 --> 00:29:06,706
Starts with a surgical tool
in your heart
543
00:29:06,774 --> 00:29:08,274
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.
544
00:29:08,342 --> 00:29:09,442
What's the plan?
545
00:29:09,510 --> 00:29:11,111
Plan's to cure her.
546
00:29:11,178 --> 00:29:14,081
Well, if it's
not meaningless sex,
547
00:29:14,149 --> 00:29:15,849
kinda screams out
for an end game.
548
00:29:15,917 --> 00:29:18,118
You're the dog that's
chasing the popemobile.
549
00:29:18,185 --> 00:29:19,719
You sure you want--
550
00:29:21,555 --> 00:29:22,688
oh, my God.
551
00:29:25,592 --> 00:29:27,860
Taub is interrogating
the janitor.
552
00:29:27,927 --> 00:29:31,163
He must think that
I hired him to attack--
553
00:29:31,230 --> 00:29:35,200
actually,
why didn't I do that?
554
00:29:35,268 --> 00:29:38,571
Plaques could be confused
for nodules.
555
00:29:38,638 --> 00:29:40,572
Which would mean...
Syphilis.
556
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:43,008
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.
557
00:29:43,076 --> 00:29:44,910
Hope you practiced
558
00:29:44,977 --> 00:29:46,578
the immaculate
contraception.
559
00:29:51,718 --> 00:29:53,552
Lock and load.
560
00:29:55,855 --> 00:29:57,489
Boo-yah!
561
00:29:57,556 --> 00:29:59,657
Pfft!
562
00:29:59,725 --> 00:30:01,993
Boo-yah to you too.
563
00:30:05,497 --> 00:30:07,899
But I hadn't
had sex in years.
564
00:30:07,967 --> 00:30:09,301
Tertiary syphilis means
you've had the disease
565
00:30:09,368 --> 00:30:10,835
for at least that long.
566
00:30:10,903 --> 00:30:13,372
Does that mean
you also have it?
567
00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:15,675
Probably not contagious
at this point.
568
00:30:19,713 --> 00:30:21,515
Can it cause
hallucinations?
569
00:30:21,583 --> 00:30:23,584
It's unlikely. Why?
570
00:30:26,422 --> 00:30:28,589
While I was
on the operating table,
571
00:30:28,657 --> 00:30:31,192
it didn't feel
like a dream.
572
00:30:31,260 --> 00:30:36,396
I saw the boy
who I was caring for.
573
00:30:36,464 --> 00:30:40,166
The one who died.
574
00:30:40,234 --> 00:30:43,236
He walked right up to me.
575
00:30:43,303 --> 00:30:45,204
What did he say?
576
00:30:45,272 --> 00:30:48,474
He just held my hand.
577
00:30:48,542 --> 00:30:52,311
It was like
he forgave me.
578
00:30:52,379 --> 00:30:54,113
Do you think
that's crazy?
579
00:30:56,117 --> 00:30:59,319
I think it should
give you solace,
580
00:30:59,387 --> 00:31:03,424
help you to move on.
581
00:31:03,492 --> 00:31:05,526
[Knock at door]
582
00:31:08,631 --> 00:31:10,632
You slept
with your patient?
583
00:31:13,969 --> 00:31:15,836
You're off the case.
584
00:31:15,904 --> 00:31:18,204
I saved her
from brain damage.
585
00:31:18,272 --> 00:31:20,273
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?
586
00:31:20,341 --> 00:31:21,841
She's still sick.
587
00:31:21,908 --> 00:31:23,342
If she dies,
we'll be in the middle
588
00:31:23,410 --> 00:31:25,144
of a brand-new
investigation.
589
00:31:25,211 --> 00:31:26,745
This is about you
covering your own ass.
590
00:31:26,813 --> 00:31:29,181
I gave you time, leeway,
591
00:31:29,249 --> 00:31:31,784
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.
592
00:31:31,851 --> 00:31:33,252
House can dance
all over the rules,
593
00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:35,354
gets me knifed,
and he gets a pass.
594
00:31:35,422 --> 00:31:37,189
I break a rule,
no one gets hurt,
595
00:31:37,257 --> 00:31:39,024
but you kick me off
my own case?
596
00:31:39,092 --> 00:31:41,527
Unfortunately, yes.
597
00:31:46,633 --> 00:31:48,000
I'm sorry.
598
00:31:48,068 --> 00:31:49,602
I took that scalpel
for you.
599
00:31:49,669 --> 00:31:51,370
That's why I did this.
600
00:31:51,437 --> 00:31:53,205
Three weeks ago,
601
00:31:53,273 --> 00:31:55,274
you never would have
slept with a patient.
602
00:31:55,341 --> 00:31:57,776
And you never would have
operated on her after.
603
00:31:59,512 --> 00:32:01,079
You need help.
604
00:32:01,147 --> 00:32:02,781
I need to get away
from House
605
00:32:02,848 --> 00:32:04,582
and everything
that reminds me of him.
606
00:32:04,650 --> 00:32:05,950
By breaking the rules,
607
00:32:06,018 --> 00:32:08,219
not caring what
anyone else thinks.
608
00:32:08,287 --> 00:32:11,689
You're gonna get away from him
by turning into him?
609
00:32:11,757 --> 00:32:13,558
[Pager beeps]
610
00:32:18,799 --> 00:32:20,800
It hurts.
611
00:32:29,878 --> 00:32:31,412
[Groans]
612
00:32:31,479 --> 00:32:33,647
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.
613
00:32:33,715 --> 00:32:36,683
What's wrong
with my stomach?
614
00:32:36,751 --> 00:32:37,518
(Adams)
Nothing.
615
00:32:37,586 --> 00:32:40,087
This is your liver.
616
00:32:43,846 --> 00:32:45,046
The liver failure could be
617
00:32:45,081 --> 00:32:47,531
from intraoperative
hypotension.
618
00:32:47,536 --> 00:32:48,754
Checked the anesthesia sheet,
619
00:32:48,755 --> 00:32:49,921
pressure was fine
throughout.
620
00:32:49,989 --> 00:32:50,625
Thrombus?
621
00:32:50,626 --> 00:32:52,808
That voice in the hall
that none of us
622
00:32:52,809 --> 00:32:54,009
have any reason
to be listening to
623
00:32:54,077 --> 00:32:57,579
is not surprisingly wrong.
624
00:32:57,647 --> 00:32:59,248
Abdominal ultrasound
was negative.
625
00:32:59,316 --> 00:33:00,548
Then we have to assume
liver failure
626
00:33:00,616 --> 00:33:03,751
is just another symptom
of whatever she's got.
627
00:33:03,819 --> 00:33:05,219
Trousseau's syndrome
could send clots,
628
00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:06,687
cause the ischemic foot.
629
00:33:06,755 --> 00:33:08,689
Add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis.
630
00:33:08,757 --> 00:33:11,558
Disseminated
T-cell lymphoma.
631
00:33:11,626 --> 00:33:13,293
Wilson said
it wasn't cancer.
632
00:33:13,361 --> 00:33:16,096
Wilson says
it's not breast cancer.
633
00:33:16,164 --> 00:33:17,731
Sarcoidosis.
634
00:33:17,799 --> 00:33:18,866
Normal ACE level.
635
00:33:18,933 --> 00:33:20,334
Highly insensitive
for sarcoid.
636
00:33:20,402 --> 00:33:22,136
Negative chest X-rays aren't.
637
00:33:22,203 --> 00:33:23,504
Then we've got
to biopsy.
638
00:33:23,572 --> 00:33:25,640
Yeah, Foreman's
clearly wrong.
639
00:33:25,708 --> 00:33:27,943
You're clearly
not grasping at straws
640
00:33:28,010 --> 00:33:30,379
'cause you're clearly
not emotionally involved.
641
00:33:30,447 --> 00:33:33,516
I know you want to believe that
this is something we can cure.
642
00:33:33,584 --> 00:33:35,318
It's not.
643
00:33:35,386 --> 00:33:36,686
I'm sorry.
644
00:33:48,433 --> 00:33:50,867
How soon will they know
if it's cancer?
645
00:33:50,935 --> 00:33:52,836
Within hours.
646
00:33:52,904 --> 00:33:55,238
And if it is?
647
00:33:57,335 --> 00:33:58,860
There's always chemo.
648
00:33:59,855 --> 00:34:02,957
You say that like
it's not gonna work.
649
00:34:03,025 --> 00:34:05,454
Could extend your life.
650
00:34:05,456 --> 00:34:06,523
Years?
651
00:34:12,730 --> 00:34:14,464
I'll be here
as much as you need.
652
00:34:18,092 --> 00:34:21,327
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.
653
00:34:24,598 --> 00:34:26,399
Mary Knoller.
654
00:34:26,466 --> 00:34:29,869
Wife of the groundskeeper.
655
00:34:29,937 --> 00:34:33,106
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.
656
00:34:33,173 --> 00:34:35,708
Those scars on my ass
you may have noticed.
657
00:34:35,776 --> 00:34:37,143
[Chuckles]
658
00:34:37,211 --> 00:34:40,047
Why didn't you
tell me that before?
659
00:34:40,114 --> 00:34:41,882
Because it was so shallow.
660
00:34:41,950 --> 00:34:43,417
I wasn't exactly wrestling
661
00:34:43,484 --> 00:34:45,519
with great
theological questions.
662
00:34:45,587 --> 00:34:47,955
I don't believe that.
663
00:34:48,023 --> 00:34:50,358
You don't sleep with
the groundskeeper's wife,
664
00:34:50,426 --> 00:34:53,596
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.
665
00:34:57,401 --> 00:35:00,169
I always wanted to believe.
666
00:35:00,237 --> 00:35:03,539
Would have made
my life a lot easier.
667
00:35:03,607 --> 00:35:05,775
It never took.
668
00:35:05,843 --> 00:35:08,444
Doesn't...
669
00:35:08,512 --> 00:35:11,014
Mean...
670
00:35:11,081 --> 00:35:12,749
It's too late.
671
00:35:12,816 --> 00:35:14,918
Are you having trouble talking,
like before?
672
00:35:17,254 --> 00:35:19,656
I can get the words out.
673
00:35:19,723 --> 00:35:21,825
Just feels heavy
when I do.
674
00:35:21,892 --> 00:35:23,293
Where?
675
00:35:23,361 --> 00:35:27,097
Wherever my
chewing muscles are.
676
00:35:27,164 --> 00:35:28,998
I'll be right back.
677
00:35:34,806 --> 00:35:36,439
House finally got you.
678
00:35:36,507 --> 00:35:38,174
He tried but--
I gotta go.
679
00:35:38,242 --> 00:35:40,343
You shoulda seen it.
It was perfect.
680
00:35:40,411 --> 00:35:43,179
[Groans]
681
00:35:45,616 --> 00:35:48,051
She has jaw claudication.
682
00:35:48,119 --> 00:35:49,920
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...
683
00:35:49,988 --> 00:35:53,924
I'd say
giant cell arteritis.
684
00:35:53,992 --> 00:35:55,359
And I'd tell
your former teammates
685
00:35:55,426 --> 00:35:56,826
to put her
on steroids.
686
00:35:56,894 --> 00:35:58,728
She's gonna live.
687
00:35:58,796 --> 00:36:01,264
Yeah.
688
00:36:01,332 --> 00:36:02,665
And then what?
689
00:36:09,072 --> 00:36:10,973
(Moira) They say my liver
function's better.
690
00:36:11,041 --> 00:36:12,642
That I can get out
of here soon.
691
00:36:12,710 --> 00:36:14,877
And when you do,
692
00:36:14,945 --> 00:36:16,813
I'm gonna take you
to puerto escondido.
693
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:18,915
Mexico?
694
00:36:18,983 --> 00:36:20,316
The Mexican pipeline.
695
00:36:20,384 --> 00:36:25,255
Early May is when the surf
really picks up but--
696
00:36:25,322 --> 00:36:27,324
what's wrong?
697
00:36:27,391 --> 00:36:31,160
I spoke to the prioress.
698
00:36:31,228 --> 00:36:33,129
You're going back?
699
00:36:33,197 --> 00:36:35,531
I felt the calling.
700
00:36:35,599 --> 00:36:37,632
When you saw the boy.
701
00:36:37,700 --> 00:36:40,802
I felt God's love,
his Grace.
702
00:36:40,870 --> 00:36:43,205
I've been waiting
my entire life for that.
703
00:36:43,272 --> 00:36:44,606
It's not real.
704
00:36:44,674 --> 00:36:46,608
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died.
705
00:36:46,676 --> 00:36:47,910
I did.
706
00:36:47,977 --> 00:36:49,845
You felt oxygen
depravation.
707
00:36:49,913 --> 00:36:52,414
You felt your brain
releasing noradrenaline.
708
00:36:52,482 --> 00:36:54,383
You didn't say that before.
709
00:36:54,451 --> 00:36:57,354
I wanted you to move on
with your life.
710
00:36:57,422 --> 00:36:59,056
I wanted to reassure you.
711
00:36:59,123 --> 00:37:00,825
I wanted you
to feel better.
712
00:37:00,892 --> 00:37:03,861
And now you don't?
713
00:37:03,929 --> 00:37:06,897
Now...
714
00:37:06,965 --> 00:37:08,332
I think I love you.
715
00:37:18,701 --> 00:37:21,670
"Noradrenaline and
near-death experiences."
716
00:37:21,737 --> 00:37:23,733
Oh, dear.
717
00:37:24,236 --> 00:37:25,661
You saw God?
718
00:37:25,686 --> 00:37:26,729
She did.
719
00:37:26,754 --> 00:37:28,522
She wants to go back
to the monastery.
720
00:37:29,473 --> 00:37:32,122
So now you're preparing
a Powerpoint presentation
721
00:37:32,123 --> 00:37:34,516
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.
722
00:37:35,225 --> 00:37:36,425
You're an idiot.
723
00:37:37,614 --> 00:37:39,629
Because I found someone I love?
724
00:37:39,641 --> 00:37:40,700
Because you're an idiot.
725
00:37:40,701 --> 00:37:43,657
At least you two
have that in common.
726
00:37:43,658 --> 00:37:45,674
Her feelings are based
on a chemical process.
727
00:37:45,675 --> 00:37:46,662
They're gonna wear off.
728
00:37:46,663 --> 00:37:48,665
You just slept with her.
729
00:37:48,666 --> 00:37:50,682
Your brain is exploding
with oxytocin.
730
00:37:50,683 --> 00:37:52,664
You think that's gonna
last through the ages?
731
00:37:52,665 --> 00:37:53,673
She's throwing away her life
732
00:37:53,674 --> 00:37:54,700
because of blind faith.
733
00:37:54,701 --> 00:37:56,636
So are you!
734
00:37:56,637 --> 00:37:57,716
She's found something
735
00:37:57,717 --> 00:37:59,716
she wants to build
her life around.
736
00:37:59,717 --> 00:38:02,640
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take
737
00:38:02,641 --> 00:38:03,683
a little ignorance
with her bliss.
738
00:38:03,684 --> 00:38:05,661
And you want to take that away?
739
00:38:05,662 --> 00:38:06,677
How many times have
you thrown the truth
740
00:38:06,678 --> 00:38:07,712
in people's faces?
741
00:38:07,713 --> 00:38:09,636
Because it's the truth,
742
00:38:09,637 --> 00:38:12,670
not because we're gonna
live happily ever after.
743
00:38:12,671 --> 00:38:15,670
Either your relationship
just blows up
744
00:38:15,671 --> 00:38:18,632
like every other
non-magical romance,
745
00:38:18,633 --> 00:38:19,679
or she stays with you
but blames you
746
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:22,665
for stripping all the meaning
out of her life.
747
00:38:22,666 --> 00:38:25,632
This has nothing to do
with the truth.
748
00:38:25,633 --> 00:38:27,674
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,
749
00:38:27,675 --> 00:38:29,682
that I want to change it,
750
00:38:29,683 --> 00:38:30,707
that I can.
751
00:38:30,708 --> 00:38:32,649
Anyone can screw up a life.
752
00:38:32,650 --> 00:38:33,698
I never said
that wasn't possible.
753
00:38:33,699 --> 00:38:35,695
You're incapable
of human connection,
754
00:38:35,696 --> 00:38:38,724
so you want everyone
to be like you.
755
00:38:38,725 --> 00:38:41,671
If I wanted you
to be like me...
756
00:38:45,671 --> 00:38:47,686
I would be urging you
757
00:38:47,687 --> 00:38:49,679
to make a stupid,
stubborn decision
758
00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:52,716
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.
759
00:38:59,654 --> 00:39:02,678
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.
760
00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:05,658
You didn't.
You just got stabbed.
761
00:40:04,721 --> 00:40:07,653
Don't look at the book.
762
00:40:07,654 --> 00:40:09,704
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency.
763
00:40:09,705 --> 00:40:11,729
I don't want to needle
the carotid.
764
00:40:15,675 --> 00:40:16,700
What's the first step?
765
00:40:16,701 --> 00:40:19,699
Palpate the S.C.M.
766
00:40:19,700 --> 00:40:20,711
Where?
767
00:40:20,712 --> 00:40:23,704
Middle third of the neck.
768
00:40:54,687 --> 00:40:56,670
I'm happy I knew you.
769
00:40:56,671 --> 00:40:59,687
So am I.
770
00:41:16,633 --> 00:41:17,691
Robert.
771
00:42:14,683 --> 00:42:16,670
24-year-oldwater treatment worker
772
00:42:16,671 --> 00:42:18,675
with pyrexia and double vision.
773
00:42:39,662 --> 00:42:42,636
Abscess?
774
00:42:42,637 --> 00:42:44,670
Would have seen it on the MRI.
775
00:42:44,671 --> 00:42:47,665
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?
776
00:42:47,666 --> 00:42:48,675
No, paralysis was first.
777
00:42:48,676 --> 00:42:50,654
- Aneurysm?
- Not with this fever.
778
00:42:50,657 --> 00:42:52,674
Maybe we're thinking about
this the wrong way.
779
00:42:52,675 --> 00:42:53,712
Retro-ocular infection?
780
00:42:53,713 --> 00:42:55,654
With no local symptoms?
781
00:42:55,679 --> 00:42:59,679
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