1
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(BREATHING HEAVILY)
2
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(PEOPLE SNIFFLING)
3
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(STABILIZED MONITOR BEEP)
4
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CHARLOTTE: Bye.
5
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I want to be
alone with my wife.
6
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I'm a selfish SOB.
7
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I never got you to Rio.
8
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There was always
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one more problem
at the stores.
10
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You deserved
better than that.
11
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I love you.
12
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I always have.
13
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I'm ready.
14
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CHARLOTTE: It's okay.
15
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(SNIFFLING)
16
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I know...
17
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(GASPING)
18
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(WHEEZING)
19
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(GASPING)
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(GRUNTING)
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(WEAKLY) Somebody
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help her.
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Help her!
24
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Fifty-four-year-old
woman with acute
respiratory failure.
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No anaphylaxis,
lung issues
or tracheal lesions.
26
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Tox screen
was clean for coke
and amphetamines.
27
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I will give you 30 reasons,
one for each pound
that caused the apnea,
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which inflamed
the epiglottis.
29
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Why's our rainbow coalition
missing Brown and Bi?
30
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Thirteen's with the patient,
and Kutner's dog's sick.
31
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He should be in
by lunch.
32
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No apnea because
no sleeping problems
when she's sleeping.
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She's spent
the last six months
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caring for
her husband who's dying
of heart failure.
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Reason 31,
whatever whacked
the husband's heart
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is also
whacking her airway.
37
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And, oh, good, I thought
maybe Kutner was home
nursing the rib you broke
38
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when you elbowed your way
in for credit
on the last patient.
39
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I contributed.
And the patient's illness
wasn't caused by her husband,
40
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unless lung cancer
is contagious.
41
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Interesting.
42
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Not about the patient,
that was kind of dull.
43
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I thought maybe you were lying
to cover for Kutner,
which sounds noble,
44
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except you're doing it
out of guilt,
instead of love.
45
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She visited her sister
in Hawaii
about six months ago,
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just before
her husband got sick.
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Could've picked up
melioidosis from
one of the islands.
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Would have jumped
to the husband,
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finished off him
and his lame
immune system.
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TAUB: No tumors,
no drugs, no bacteria...
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Leaves viral.
Varicella zoster.
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Start her on IV fluids
and acyclovir.
53
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Can't. She's demanding
to be released
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so she can get
home to her husband.
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How sweet.
They can die together,
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instead of separately,
40 years apart.
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She claims he got stronger
as soon as
she stopped breathing.
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The mind
can heal the body.
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Seeing his wife in distress
might have actually
slowed down his death.
60
00:04:01,641 --> 00:04:03,438
Or he just had
an adrenaline surge
61
00:04:03,509 --> 00:04:05,739
when he saw his chance
to hit the singles market.
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00:04:05,812 --> 00:04:07,643
Send her home.
We don't need to.
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I had an idea,
all by myself.
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CHARLOTTE: Eddie?
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Found him loitering
in the lobby.
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You're still with me.
67
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Where the hell else
am I gonna go?
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TAUB: And now,
with your permission,
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we'd like to try
to make you better.
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KATHERINE: The pageant
starts in an hour.
You have to do something.
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There's something wrong
inside her head.
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It's like she has no idea
what's going on around her.
73
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I thought she was just
flirting with me.
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I could fix it,
but it's gonna
cost you $3.75.
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Well, I'm not
just gonna give you
my coffee.
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Think of it
as Costa Rican
sober juice.
77
00:05:01,868 --> 00:05:03,165
She's drunk?
78
00:05:03,236 --> 00:05:06,797
That little minty scent
hiding beneath
the rose petal perfume,
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00:05:06,873 --> 00:05:08,773
and the cherry blossom
moisturizer,
80
00:05:08,841 --> 00:05:10,866
and the morning dew
hairspray...
81
00:05:12,045 --> 00:05:13,808
You sneak into
Mommy's bathroom
82
00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:15,472
and gulp some
of her mouthwash?
83
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Gotta be perfect.
84
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You spit it out?
85
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Mommy doesn't.
86
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Treatment worked.
87
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Charlotte's breathing's
back to normal.
She's being discharged.
88
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She can resume her vigil
over her husband.
He's started fading again.
89
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Win some, lose some.
90
00:05:32,031 --> 00:05:35,660
And, strictly speaking,
since he's not my patient,
win some.
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Oh, look at the time.
92
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It's half past Taub
was lying about Kutner.
93
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He probably went to
a comic book fest,
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spent the night
at some Wonder Woman's lair.
I'm sure he'll...
95
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Find out what,
or who, he's doing.
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Either way, Cuddy's gonna
want me to write it under
"Reason for Termination."
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(PAGER BEEPING)
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Is that Kutner?
Charlotte.
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O2 sat and S-T are normal.
It's not her airway.
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(CHARLOTTE GASPING)
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You're okay.
102
00:06:00,493 --> 00:06:02,791
Yeah, don't worry about me,
she's in pain.
103
00:06:03,229 --> 00:06:05,720
Pulse is rapid and regular,
no fluid in her lungs.
104
00:06:05,798 --> 00:06:07,060
What's happening?
105
00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:08,992
I don't know.
106
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(KNOCKING)
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Kutner.
It's Foreman and 13.
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Where are you going?
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House didn't ask us
to find out
where he wasn't.
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If you wanna climb
a fifth-floor
fire escape...
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(KEYS RATTLING)
This might be faster.
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Kutner!
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Man-boy heaven.
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Surprised
he ever leaves.
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There's nothing
on his calendar.
His pager's still here.
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Oh, God.
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(DIALING)
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Need an ambulance
at 410 Willis,
apartment 5C.
119
00:07:03,990 --> 00:07:06,254
Twenty-eight-year-old male,
single gunshot wound
to the right temple.
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00:07:06,325 --> 00:07:07,724
THIRTEEN:
No pulse.
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00:07:07,794 --> 00:07:10,228
FOREMAN:
Alert Princeton-Plainsboro,
have a trauma unit ready.
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(THIRTEEN PANTING)
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His pupils are dilated,
his head's swollen.
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Still no pulse.
Come on, Kutner!
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Let me try.
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(FOREMAN PANTING)
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He's cold.
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(PANTING)
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Eric.
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(SIRENS APPROACHING)
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He didn't say anything
to any of you?
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Family problems?
Bad relationship?
Financial pressures?
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His parents were shot
right in front of him.
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Parents are
ancient history.
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Not to someone
who actually cares.
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He didn't slit his wrists
and peacefully drift away,
he shot himself.
137
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He didn't leave a note,
that means panic.
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Which could've been pre-empted
if the idiots
who worked alongside him
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for 80 hours a week
had seen this coming.
140
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You're blaming us?
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I'm just trying to
figure it out.
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We would've helped him
if he'd reached out to us.
He didn't.
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00:08:51,230 --> 00:08:53,027
We should've
picked up on something.
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00:08:53,099 --> 00:08:54,657
This isn't our fault.
145
00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,098
Something like 25%
of suicidal people
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show no outward signs
of depression.
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No, 25% of suicidal people
have friends
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00:09:02,708 --> 00:09:04,733
who didn't notice anything
and don't want
to feel guilty.
149
00:09:04,810 --> 00:09:08,541
Killing yourself
also kills
all other options.
150
00:09:08,614 --> 00:09:10,878
Makes Kutner an idiot.
151
00:09:10,950 --> 00:09:14,044
So pity, yes,
but guilt, no.
152
00:09:14,120 --> 00:09:15,849
If that's what
you want to
tell yourself.
153
00:09:15,922 --> 00:09:18,015
We still have a patient.
154
00:09:18,124 --> 00:09:22,151
Actually, two.
One worsening, one
who should be worsening.
155
00:09:22,261 --> 00:09:24,786
You can't be in denial
about Kutner
and the husband.
156
00:09:24,864 --> 00:09:27,856
It is possible Eddie's body
is willing itself to live.
157
00:09:27,967 --> 00:09:29,958
Well, call the tabloids.
158
00:09:30,036 --> 00:09:33,802
Tell them you just witnessed
the miracle of slightly
increased kidney function.
159
00:09:35,174 --> 00:09:38,666
Maybe we should
pass this file off
to another doctor.
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00:09:38,778 --> 00:09:41,975
And the next one, too?
And the one after that?
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00:09:44,050 --> 00:09:47,144
How many files
till it's okay
that Kutner's dead?
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00:09:50,690 --> 00:09:53,818
Cardiac enzymes means
she didn't have
a heart attack.
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00:09:53,893 --> 00:09:56,953
No vision problems means
no mitochondrial disease.
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00:09:57,029 --> 00:09:59,224
Could be
a metabolic disorder.
Acidosis.
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00:09:59,298 --> 00:10:00,993
THIRTEEN:
Blood pH was normal.
166
00:10:01,067 --> 00:10:03,968
Polyserositis would
inflame the membranes
near her epiglottis
167
00:10:04,036 --> 00:10:07,494
and the heart's pericardium,
causing the chest pain.
168
00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:09,468
I'm sorry.
169
00:10:10,743 --> 00:10:14,304
I've hired a grief counselor,
who I'm sure
none of you will see.
170
00:10:14,380 --> 00:10:16,780
And I'm offering time off,
which I'm sure
none of you will take.
171
00:10:16,849 --> 00:10:18,874
But just know
it's available.
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00:10:23,656 --> 00:10:26,750
Polyserositis fits.
Start her on indomethacin.
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00:10:31,731 --> 00:10:33,494
CUDDY: If you'd rather
not deal with this case...
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00:10:33,566 --> 00:10:37,662
I'm fine, despite
what Wilson will say.
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00:10:37,737 --> 00:10:38,965
He hasn't come to you?
176
00:10:39,038 --> 00:10:41,438
Pretty sure
he has Mah-jong
Tuesday mornings.
177
00:10:41,540 --> 00:10:44,031
I assume he thinks
that I will work
through this better
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00:10:44,110 --> 00:10:47,739
if I don't have to keep
flicking his wings
off my shoulder.
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00:10:50,783 --> 00:10:52,080
You didn't even
have an inkling?
180
00:10:52,151 --> 00:10:56,110
I know his fantasy
football team cratered,
figured he'd gotten over it.
181
00:10:58,457 --> 00:10:59,651
Well...
182
00:11:04,430 --> 00:11:05,761
Sorry for your loss.
183
00:11:07,233 --> 00:11:09,599
Thanks.
It's not my loss.
184
00:11:10,302 --> 00:11:12,293
Then I'm sorry
you don't think it is.
185
00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:24,349
Patient's membranes
aren't going to
heal themselves.
186
00:11:24,817 --> 00:11:26,580
Taub went
to run the treatment.
187
00:11:26,919 --> 00:11:29,786
We'd like to go
see Kutner's parents.
188
00:11:32,625 --> 00:11:33,853
I'll join you.
189
00:11:41,967 --> 00:11:45,698
Polyserositis damages
the protective covering
around tissue and organs.
190
00:11:45,771 --> 00:11:49,434
The indomethacin is simply
an anti-inflammatory,
but it should fix it.
191
00:11:49,508 --> 00:11:51,442
Just make
the pain stop.
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00:11:53,612 --> 00:11:54,840
Charlotte.
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00:11:56,949 --> 00:11:58,280
Close your eyes.
194
00:12:00,319 --> 00:12:01,479
Now.
195
00:12:03,189 --> 00:12:07,250
Pretend you finally
made it down to Rio.
196
00:12:07,860 --> 00:12:10,090
You're on
the balcony of
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00:12:10,796 --> 00:12:12,127
(CHUCKLES)
198
00:12:12,998 --> 00:12:14,966
Some fancy hotel.
199
00:12:16,802 --> 00:12:18,963
You never talk like this.
200
00:12:19,038 --> 00:12:22,530
Yeah, just shut up
and let me do this.
201
00:12:22,608 --> 00:12:26,305
And you're on
that balcony, and you are
watching the Mardi Gras.
202
00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:28,470
It's called Carnival.
203
00:12:30,616 --> 00:12:33,176
And I don't want
to go without you.
204
00:12:34,787 --> 00:12:36,118
I want you to.
205
00:12:37,723 --> 00:12:40,954
And I want it to be
everything
you've ever dreamed of.
206
00:12:42,461 --> 00:12:46,591
Sorry to interrupt,
but I'd like to
run one more test.
207
00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:48,797
On you.
208
00:12:52,905 --> 00:12:56,033
JULIA: This is the
first day we got him.
He was six.
209
00:12:57,209 --> 00:12:59,177
Sweetest little boy
you ever met.
210
00:13:00,546 --> 00:13:02,138
FOREMAN:
Must have been scary,
211
00:13:03,315 --> 00:13:06,842
going through a trauma,
and then being handed off
to a new family.
212
00:13:06,919 --> 00:13:10,320
We kept telling him
to call us
Richard and Julia,
213
00:13:10,389 --> 00:13:12,584
but it was always
Mr. And Mrs. Kutner.
214
00:13:13,826 --> 00:13:17,387
Then, on his ninth birthday,
we gave him a chemistry set.
215
00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:20,721
(CHUCKLES)
Lawrence always loved
blowing things up.
216
00:13:22,101 --> 00:13:26,367
And he said,
"Thanks, Mom.
Thanks, Dad."
217
00:13:27,406 --> 00:13:29,374
That's who we were
from then on.
218
00:13:32,678 --> 00:13:36,045
He was pretty special.
We were lucky to have him.
219
00:13:38,184 --> 00:13:40,345
You spent the most time
with him.
220
00:13:41,287 --> 00:13:43,221
He spoke so highly
of all of you.
221
00:13:45,357 --> 00:13:47,018
Do you have any idea...
222
00:13:48,260 --> 00:13:49,557
I wish we did.
223
00:13:50,796 --> 00:13:52,263
We all...
HOUSE: It was his name.
224
00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:58,029
He was conflicted.
Didn't know
where he fit in.
225
00:13:58,704 --> 00:14:02,105
Being ripped out of his world
and stuck into yours.
226
00:14:02,208 --> 00:14:04,699
We encouraged him
to hold on
to his heritage.
227
00:14:04,777 --> 00:14:07,371
HOUSE: It's hard
to still be
Lawrence Choudhary
228
00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:09,481
when everyone sees you
as Lawrence Kutner.
229
00:14:09,548 --> 00:14:11,948
It was his idea
to take our name.
230
00:14:12,051 --> 00:14:13,916
You should have said no.
House.
231
00:14:14,019 --> 00:14:17,455
All his Anglo name gave him
was the illusion that
he was someone he wasn't.
232
00:14:17,556 --> 00:14:19,717
You were being emotional,
not rational.
233
00:14:20,192 --> 00:14:21,420
You didn't understand him.
234
00:14:21,493 --> 00:14:23,984
We loved that boy,
you son of a bitch.
235
00:14:24,063 --> 00:14:26,793
You wanted to make him happy
by shutting out his pain.
236
00:14:26,899 --> 00:14:30,027
When he looked happy,
you assumed
the pain had gone,
237
00:14:30,102 --> 00:14:32,297
but it just
got buried deeper,
238
00:14:32,638 --> 00:14:35,869
leaving him tormented
about who he was, until
finally he put a bullet...
239
00:14:35,941 --> 00:14:37,135
House.
240
00:14:38,744 --> 00:14:40,473
Go back
to the hospital.
241
00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:03,426
I'm sorry
about your son.
242
00:15:16,148 --> 00:15:20,175
Indomethacin had no effect,
she's still in pain.
Rules out polyserositis.
243
00:15:20,286 --> 00:15:21,685
I ran a hormone panel
on Eddie.
244
00:15:21,754 --> 00:15:23,483
His prolactin's
above normal.
245
00:15:23,555 --> 00:15:25,250
Means
he's actually improving.
246
00:15:27,026 --> 00:15:29,153
Body chemistry changes
for all sorts of reasons.
247
00:15:29,261 --> 00:15:31,286
Stress, fear,
why not love?
248
00:15:31,363 --> 00:15:34,298
Maybe he's going into
some sort of remission.
249
00:15:34,366 --> 00:15:37,494
You haven't asked
if I learned anything
relevant from the Kutners.
250
00:15:37,636 --> 00:15:39,433
If you had, I'm sure
you'd have mentioned it.
251
00:15:39,505 --> 00:15:42,269
Or you're just afraid
there is something relevant,
252
00:15:42,374 --> 00:15:44,604
which would mean
you could have saved him.
253
00:15:44,677 --> 00:15:46,804
I don't buy that suicide
is always a cry for help.
254
00:15:46,879 --> 00:15:48,972
Sometimes you just
don't want help.
255
00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:52,216
Good thing
you got some,
256
00:15:54,286 --> 00:15:57,016
or you'd have tried again
and gotten it right.
257
00:15:58,657 --> 00:16:00,648
She doesn't have
Wegener's.
258
00:16:02,027 --> 00:16:03,517
Kidney function's normal.
259
00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:06,621
It's not byssinosis,
it's not
mitral valve stenosis.
260
00:16:06,699 --> 00:16:08,291
Nothing fits.
261
00:16:09,201 --> 00:16:11,635
If it doesn't fit
any diagnosis,
262
00:16:11,704 --> 00:16:14,070
that just leaves
one diagnosis.
263
00:16:19,712 --> 00:16:21,145
I'm Dr. House.
264
00:16:21,213 --> 00:16:23,681
You have hypertrophic
cardiomyopathy.
265
00:16:23,749 --> 00:16:25,614
His heart is too weak,
yours is too strong.
266
00:16:25,684 --> 00:16:27,208
Good news is
it's fixable.
267
00:16:27,319 --> 00:16:30,186
We induce a massive
heart attack and
kill off the extra muscle.
268
00:16:30,255 --> 00:16:31,745
You want to give me
a heart attack?
269
00:16:31,857 --> 00:16:34,155
It's only dangerous
if your heart
is normal-sized.
270
00:16:34,226 --> 00:16:35,955
But since all the...
Are you serious?
271
00:16:37,196 --> 00:16:38,356
No.
272
00:16:39,198 --> 00:16:41,666
This is actually
very annoying,
and I'm getting really bored
273
00:16:41,734 --> 00:16:43,668
of lying to patients
to scare them
274
00:16:43,736 --> 00:16:45,795
into telling me the truth.
She's faking.
275
00:16:46,372 --> 00:16:47,862
And, yes,
if she keeps faking,
276
00:16:47,940 --> 00:16:50,340
I'm going to eventually
do something
that will kill her.
277
00:16:50,409 --> 00:16:53,606
How could she be...
The windpipe thing?
278
00:16:53,679 --> 00:16:55,738
That was real.
The treatment
made her better.
279
00:16:55,814 --> 00:16:57,748
But good for her
was bad for you,
which was bad for her,
280
00:16:57,816 --> 00:17:00,182
so she made herself bad.
It's all so simple.
281
00:17:00,252 --> 00:17:04,052
She figured
that the sicker she was,
the longer you'd hang on.
282
00:17:05,657 --> 00:17:06,817
Charlotte?
283
00:17:12,598 --> 00:17:14,691
We haven't been
this close for years.
284
00:17:14,767 --> 00:17:16,826
I wanted to
hang on to that.
285
00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:19,231
(EXCLAIMS)
286
00:17:19,304 --> 00:17:20,498
HOUSE: Oh, please.
287
00:17:21,173 --> 00:17:22,401
People hate reruns.
288
00:17:22,474 --> 00:17:24,669
It's my leg.
I swear, this is real.
289
00:17:24,743 --> 00:17:27,871
Do you pinky swear
or you just
plain swear, because...
290
00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:29,845
How can she fake that?
291
00:17:33,619 --> 00:17:35,052
She can't.
292
00:17:35,187 --> 00:17:36,654
(CHARLOTTE GROANING)
293
00:17:40,125 --> 00:17:45,028
So, what can shred
an epiglottis and
make muscle disappear?
294
00:17:46,165 --> 00:17:47,826
Mr. And Mrs. Kutner.
295
00:17:48,834 --> 00:17:51,098
They caused Kutner's death,
why not Charlotte's?
296
00:17:51,170 --> 00:17:54,833
Mourning period's over.
Foreman's sense of irony
is back.
297
00:17:54,907 --> 00:17:57,205
I was wrong
about the ethnic reason.
298
00:17:57,810 --> 00:18:00,210
Step one,
change your name back.
299
00:18:00,312 --> 00:18:03,679
Step two,
if step one fails,
move to Bangalore.
300
00:18:03,749 --> 00:18:07,651
Step 14,
if step 13 doesn't work,
kill yourself.
301
00:18:07,753 --> 00:18:10,119
So, what now?
You gonna insult your way
through his rolodex
302
00:18:10,189 --> 00:18:11,417
till you find someone
with an answer?
303
00:18:11,523 --> 00:18:15,050
I've been polite
to the friends I've called,
all of whom were useless.
304
00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:17,822
They weren't useless,
they just didn't know
anything more than we did.
305
00:18:17,896 --> 00:18:19,090
Tomato, tomato.
306
00:18:19,164 --> 00:18:22,361
MS. Weakens myelin sheath,
compromises nerve conduction.
307
00:18:22,434 --> 00:18:25,494
I'm talking about Charlotte,
the one who's still alive.
308
00:18:25,571 --> 00:18:28,734
You two,
stick her in an MRI,
confirm MS,
309
00:18:28,807 --> 00:18:30,638
and you,
run the echo on Eddie
310
00:18:30,709 --> 00:18:32,233
that you're planning
to do behind my back
311
00:18:32,311 --> 00:18:34,142
to see if
his heart's improving.
312
00:18:37,616 --> 00:18:39,846
Did you let me
hire a pervert?
313
00:18:39,918 --> 00:18:42,113
Well, it'd be hypocritical
of me not to.
314
00:18:42,187 --> 00:18:45,247
Kutner's police
background check
from when he started.
315
00:18:45,324 --> 00:18:47,315
He was charged with
indecent exposure.
316
00:18:47,392 --> 00:18:49,860
Kutner streaked
at the Penn-Dartmouth
football game.
317
00:18:49,928 --> 00:18:53,193
Precisely the kind of thing
you'd expect him to do.
318
00:18:53,265 --> 00:18:54,630
It's okay.
319
00:18:55,434 --> 00:18:56,696
You should be upset.
320
00:18:56,768 --> 00:18:59,566
He thought like you,
pushed boundaries
like you.
321
00:18:59,638 --> 00:19:01,435
If he thought like me,
322
00:19:01,540 --> 00:19:03,269
he'd have known that
living in misery
323
00:19:03,342 --> 00:19:05,708
sucks marginally less
than dying in it.
324
00:19:09,882 --> 00:19:12,282
Just a few more minutes,
then we'll get
you back to Eddie.
325
00:19:14,019 --> 00:19:16,487
What's it like,
30 years
with the same man?
326
00:19:17,356 --> 00:19:21,349
Great for me,
good for him, I hope.
327
00:19:22,628 --> 00:19:24,653
What, you don't think
he loves you?
328
00:19:24,730 --> 00:19:27,164
I think he always
loved me, in his way.
329
00:19:27,232 --> 00:19:30,030
(ON SPEAKER) Just not
in a "spend time with me"
or "show emotion"
330
00:19:30,102 --> 00:19:33,435
or "any affection
for me" sort of way.
331
00:19:35,274 --> 00:19:36,605
Why did you stay?
332
00:19:37,976 --> 00:19:41,969
I didn't need him
to feel about me
the way I did about him.
333
00:19:42,781 --> 00:19:46,581
(FAINTLY) Love doesn't...
334
00:19:46,952 --> 00:19:48,249
Charlotte?
335
00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:49,947
(MACHINE BEEPING)
336
00:19:52,925 --> 00:19:55,792
I've heard stories
of cancer patients
337
00:19:55,861 --> 00:19:59,592
going into
spontaneous remission.
338
00:20:00,065 --> 00:20:01,930
You think this might be
that sort of thing?
339
00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,831
It's unlikely,
but you never know.
340
00:20:03,936 --> 00:20:07,565
If I just had
a little more time
to be with Charlotte.
341
00:20:07,639 --> 00:20:09,129
Try and do better
by her.
342
00:20:10,008 --> 00:20:11,236
Yeah, maybe.
343
00:20:12,344 --> 00:20:13,902
You don't think
I mean it.
344
00:20:14,846 --> 00:20:16,438
I think
you mean it now.
345
00:20:16,515 --> 00:20:19,450
I think it's much easier
to mean it than
to do anything about it.
346
00:20:19,518 --> 00:20:20,712
(LAUGHS)
347
00:20:20,986 --> 00:20:22,476
(HEART BEATING)
348
00:20:28,527 --> 00:20:31,325
Chamber walls
are barely moving.
I'm sorry.
349
00:20:36,134 --> 00:20:37,624
(DOOR OPENING)
350
00:20:47,479 --> 00:20:48,844
He needs a friend.
351
00:20:49,781 --> 00:20:53,308
I can't deal with this
and House.
352
00:20:53,385 --> 00:20:55,148
You need a friend, too.
353
00:20:55,220 --> 00:20:56,983
You couldn't give
a crap what I need,
354
00:20:57,055 --> 00:20:59,888
you just want someone
to take care of him.
355
00:21:05,664 --> 00:21:07,825
He told Kutner's parents
it was their fault.
356
00:21:13,205 --> 00:21:14,399
(DOOR CLOSES)
357
00:21:14,573 --> 00:21:17,064
CHASE: Ruptured spleen.
Means it's not MS.
358
00:21:18,844 --> 00:21:20,141
What are you
doing here?
359
00:21:20,212 --> 00:21:23,875
Waiting for you to fix her
spleen, so we can biopsy it
for rheumatoid arthritis.
360
00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:25,416
I'll do it. Go home.
361
00:21:25,484 --> 00:21:26,849
She's not your patient.
362
00:21:26,918 --> 00:21:29,443
And Kutner
wasn't my friend.
363
00:21:30,889 --> 00:21:33,255
Kutner wanted to die,
Charlotte doesn't,
364
00:21:33,325 --> 00:21:37,056
so in a contest
for my concern and interests,
she wins.
365
00:21:37,162 --> 00:21:39,255
Okay, either you're
a cold-hearted bastard,
366
00:21:39,331 --> 00:21:41,356
or you're too miserable
to face it.
367
00:21:41,433 --> 00:21:43,094
Go home and cry.
368
00:21:44,002 --> 00:21:47,199
It's not
rheumatoid arthritis,
her liver's scarred.
369
00:21:47,272 --> 00:21:49,103
Whatever she's got,
it's spreading.
370
00:22:02,521 --> 00:22:03,920
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
371
00:22:07,759 --> 00:22:09,090
For the record,
372
00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:12,961
I'm uncomfortable
violating a dead
colleague's dignity.
373
00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:19,399
It's only violating
if we find something.
374
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,706
Good to see you.
375
00:22:25,377 --> 00:22:26,844
What are
we looking for?
376
00:22:28,747 --> 00:22:30,078
He was hiding.
377
00:22:31,683 --> 00:22:32,775
Why?
378
00:22:33,518 --> 00:22:37,045
Shame? Fear?
Are you okay?
379
00:22:38,256 --> 00:22:40,349
It's okay
not to be okay.
380
00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,259
"Colonial Warrior Blaster.
Number 101."
381
00:22:46,965 --> 00:22:49,991
He spent months
tracking this down.
382
00:22:50,068 --> 00:22:51,865
He had passions.
383
00:22:51,937 --> 00:22:54,064
He was obviously in pain.
384
00:22:55,474 --> 00:22:57,374
Does it really
matter why?
385
00:22:59,478 --> 00:23:01,776
He hung the bad
with the good.
386
00:23:02,447 --> 00:23:05,143
His loss beside a reminder
of what he'd gained.
387
00:23:06,718 --> 00:23:08,549
Means he was open
about the pain.
388
00:23:10,655 --> 00:23:14,250
Should mean that
if it got worse, he had
no reason to hide it.
389
00:23:17,996 --> 00:23:20,430
Here's how we're gonna
handle this, House.
390
00:23:20,499 --> 00:23:24,731
We're going to leave here
and go to
the closest bar and drink,
391
00:23:24,803 --> 00:23:29,001
tell stories about
the time Kutner
almost blew up an OR,
392
00:23:29,107 --> 00:23:31,007
and pass out
in our own sick.
393
00:23:32,611 --> 00:23:34,169
Sound like a plan?
394
00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,207
(SWITCH CLICKING)
395
00:23:44,923 --> 00:23:46,254
(SIGHS)
396
00:23:55,300 --> 00:23:56,824
What am I missing?
397
00:24:03,275 --> 00:24:05,209
You've got that look.
398
00:24:05,944 --> 00:24:07,309
You figured this out.
399
00:24:10,081 --> 00:24:11,810
You're not here because
you care about Kutner.
400
00:24:11,883 --> 00:24:13,817
You're here
because it's a mystery.
401
00:24:13,885 --> 00:24:15,614
You're here
for the puzzle.
402
00:24:17,589 --> 00:24:21,184
What if I didn't
miss anything because
there's nothing to miss?
403
00:24:24,696 --> 00:24:26,220
He didn't kill himself.
404
00:24:28,233 --> 00:24:29,666
He was murdered.
405
00:24:50,555 --> 00:24:53,353
TAUB: Epiglottis, muscle,
spleen, and now her liver,
406
00:24:53,425 --> 00:24:56,917
which is operating at 20%
and deteriorating fast.
407
00:24:57,028 --> 00:24:59,428
Autoimmune hepatitis?
Did you page Foreman?
408
00:24:59,531 --> 00:25:01,726
He took up Cuddy's offer
of time off.
409
00:25:01,867 --> 00:25:04,062
Normal thyroid
means no hepatitis.
410
00:25:04,135 --> 00:25:07,468
Could be amyloidosis.
Amyloid build-up
hits the organs, tissue...
411
00:25:07,572 --> 00:25:09,199
HOUSE: Her muscles
wouldn't have atrophied.
412
00:25:09,274 --> 00:25:10,866
You run the echo
on the husband?
413
00:25:10,942 --> 00:25:14,378
Heart's still failing.
The improvement
was only temporary.
414
00:25:14,446 --> 00:25:15,936
I prefer the
less subtle answer.
415
00:25:16,014 --> 00:25:17,538
"You were right, House."
416
00:25:18,316 --> 00:25:21,479
So, less time proving
why hubby isn't dead,
417
00:25:21,553 --> 00:25:24,215
more time proving
why Kutner is.
418
00:25:26,892 --> 00:25:28,416
Motives for murder.
419
00:25:28,493 --> 00:25:30,961
House, it was a suicide.
420
00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:32,496
The police have
already investigated.
421
00:25:32,564 --> 00:25:35,658
They investigated
what they saw,
not what they didn't saw.
422
00:25:35,767 --> 00:25:40,602
Talk to friends, classmates,
pizza delivery guy.
Draft Foreman.
423
00:25:40,672 --> 00:25:41,730
He can make calls
through his tears.
424
00:25:41,806 --> 00:25:42,830
No.
425
00:25:42,908 --> 00:25:44,899
Is that, "No,
I'm not calling
my boyfriend
426
00:25:44,976 --> 00:25:47,774
"who apparently called my boss
instead of me to say
he wasn't coming in"?
427
00:25:47,846 --> 00:25:50,576
'Cause it's really not fair
to have that much subtext
in one syllable.
428
00:25:50,649 --> 00:25:52,810
We all want to know
why Kutner did it,
429
00:25:52,884 --> 00:25:55,853
but we're not
gonna waste time
chasing ghosts.
430
00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:01,186
You're not
remotely curious?
431
00:26:01,293 --> 00:26:03,557
Only why a man
who embraces the rational
432
00:26:03,628 --> 00:26:05,596
is suddenly pursuing
the irrational.
433
00:26:08,833 --> 00:26:12,462
She could have
Alpha 1-antitrypsin
deficiency.
434
00:26:12,537 --> 00:26:14,437
Run her AAT proteins.
435
00:26:20,445 --> 00:26:22,140
I'd like to be
with Eddie.
436
00:26:22,213 --> 00:26:23,942
It's too soon
after your surgery.
437
00:26:25,016 --> 00:26:28,884
You can ask if someone
gets your organs
if you die, right?
438
00:26:28,987 --> 00:26:31,547
Even if
the donor bank
turned them down?
439
00:26:31,656 --> 00:26:34,181
Individual donors
can bypass
the registry,
440
00:26:34,259 --> 00:26:36,386
but there are
a lot of
other factors.
441
00:26:36,661 --> 00:26:38,993
Blood type...
I've given him blood.
442
00:26:39,064 --> 00:26:40,861
It's not just...
Please.
443
00:26:42,300 --> 00:26:46,236
If I go before him,
I want you to
give him my heart.
444
00:26:49,407 --> 00:26:50,965
This isn't over yet.
445
00:26:52,077 --> 00:26:53,408
For me.
446
00:26:54,145 --> 00:26:55,737
But it is for him,
isn't it?
447
00:26:57,816 --> 00:26:59,010
Yes.
448
00:27:00,018 --> 00:27:01,508
(DOOR OPENING)
449
00:27:02,988 --> 00:27:05,684
Remy Hadley.
I also answer to 13.
450
00:27:05,757 --> 00:27:08,385
I sometimes
sleep with you.
451
00:27:08,860 --> 00:27:10,225
I know
I should have called.
452
00:27:10,996 --> 00:27:12,964
I just need some time.
453
00:27:13,031 --> 00:27:14,396
Alone?
454
00:27:16,401 --> 00:27:18,835
I've worked through
a lot of
bad stuff in my life,
455
00:27:19,571 --> 00:27:21,004
always done it solo.
456
00:27:29,180 --> 00:27:30,579
So I should go?
457
00:27:32,384 --> 00:27:33,544
I'm sorry.
458
00:27:35,253 --> 00:27:36,277
Okay.
459
00:27:46,131 --> 00:27:47,598
(DOOR OPENS)
460
00:27:47,666 --> 00:27:48,928
(CUDDY CLEARS THROAT)
461
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:52,561
IT's been trying
to close out
Kutner's email account.
462
00:27:52,637 --> 00:27:55,003
Apparently, someone's
still logged on to it.
463
00:27:55,106 --> 00:27:58,337
Wasn't hard to figure out
that his password
was "Kutner."
464
00:27:59,310 --> 00:28:00,800
He did what
they tell you not to.
465
00:28:00,912 --> 00:28:03,312
He wasn't murdered.
But his parents were.
466
00:28:03,415 --> 00:28:05,280
And the guy who
killed them
is coming up for parole.
467
00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:08,080
He's coming up for parole,
he's not out on parole.
468
00:28:08,153 --> 00:28:10,917
Kutner testified at
every one of his hearings.
469
00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:13,954
Guy wouldn't be the first
to see the clock ticking...
470
00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:15,788
He was killed
by his own gun.
471
00:28:15,860 --> 00:28:18,420
Which he bought years ago,
obviously for self-defense.
472
00:28:18,496 --> 00:28:20,794
In the temple,
cops found residue.
Right.
473
00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:24,995
A murderer would never try
to make it look like suicide,
that'd be unethical.
474
00:28:30,341 --> 00:28:32,434
You haven't asked
about my patient.
475
00:28:32,577 --> 00:28:34,704
You're waiting on
AAT protein results.
476
00:28:34,813 --> 00:28:37,281
Means you checked up
to see that
I'm still on it.
477
00:28:37,348 --> 00:28:39,111
You want to
transfer the case,
478
00:28:39,184 --> 00:28:42,950
but you won't because you
think it's the only thing
that's holding me together.
479
00:28:43,021 --> 00:28:44,545
Well, relax.
480
00:28:44,656 --> 00:28:46,123
Either I'm right
or I'm wrong.
481
00:28:46,191 --> 00:28:47,624
We'll know soon enough.
482
00:28:47,692 --> 00:28:49,660
Find what's
killing your patient,
483
00:28:50,528 --> 00:28:53,190
and then I'll find you
another patient.
484
00:28:58,703 --> 00:29:00,398
TAUB: What happened?
Nurses found her like this.
485
00:29:00,505 --> 00:29:03,167
She broke into the cart,
injected whatever
she could grab.
486
00:29:03,241 --> 00:29:04,708
Dumb way to look
worse for Eddie.
487
00:29:04,776 --> 00:29:06,437
She wasn't trying
to look worse.
488
00:29:06,511 --> 00:29:07,773
(CHARLOTTE GASPING)
489
00:29:07,846 --> 00:29:09,507
She was trying
to kill herself.
490
00:29:13,952 --> 00:29:14,976
TAUB: She's stable,
491
00:29:15,053 --> 00:29:18,147
but whatever
was left of her liver
is definitely shot now,
492
00:29:18,223 --> 00:29:20,157
and there's no change
in Eddie.
493
00:29:20,225 --> 00:29:23,422
HOUSE: So, thanks
to her idiotic move,
494
00:29:23,495 --> 00:29:26,396
she's dead in 24 hours
if she doesn't
get a new liver.
495
00:29:26,464 --> 00:29:28,796
It was selfless.
She loves him.
496
00:29:28,933 --> 00:29:30,901
How does that disagree
with what I just said?
497
00:29:30,969 --> 00:29:32,903
Test was negative
for AAT deficiency.
498
00:29:32,971 --> 00:29:36,407
Myelofibrosis fits,
but testing
takes at least 48 hours.
499
00:29:36,474 --> 00:29:38,738
TAUB: We should try
a partial donation
from a live donor.
500
00:29:38,810 --> 00:29:40,641
Damage is too severe.
She needs
a whole new liver.
501
00:29:40,745 --> 00:29:44,408
No diagnosis, no liver.
No liver, no living.
502
00:29:44,916 --> 00:29:46,247
What do you know?
503
00:29:47,218 --> 00:29:49,618
It is myelofibrosis.
504
00:29:50,388 --> 00:29:51,548
Says so right here.
505
00:29:51,689 --> 00:29:52,883
Who wants to tell Cuddy?
506
00:29:52,957 --> 00:29:55,152
How many times have
you lied to
the transplant committee?
507
00:29:55,226 --> 00:29:56,250
Just twice.
508
00:29:56,327 --> 00:29:57,851
How many times
has it worked?
509
00:29:57,929 --> 00:29:59,988
I don't quite see
how that's relevant.
510
00:30:00,899 --> 00:30:02,662
(CELL PHONE RINGING)
511
00:30:05,103 --> 00:30:06,570
Cheese it,
it's the coppers.
512
00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:09,835
We're not just gonna
leave them to die
while you fixate on Kutner.
513
00:30:09,941 --> 00:30:12,569
Technically,
he's not our patient,
514
00:30:12,644 --> 00:30:14,271
so I'm really only
leaving her to die.
515
00:30:14,345 --> 00:30:16,176
We've already explored
the usual options,
516
00:30:16,247 --> 00:30:18,545
shouldn't we at least
explore unusual ones?
517
00:30:18,616 --> 00:30:22,279
Absolutely.
Don't worry, this is why
God gave me two ears.
518
00:30:22,353 --> 00:30:25,948
Kutner would say
we should just
come clean with Cuddy.
519
00:30:27,292 --> 00:30:30,455
Wow, if only
he were here to say that.
520
00:30:30,528 --> 00:30:32,860
I'm sure Cuddy would be
bound to fall for the old,
521
00:30:32,931 --> 00:30:36,526
"Hey, the dead guy
won't mind
that we're wasting..."
522
00:30:43,608 --> 00:30:47,271
I need an incurable romantic
to talk to
an incurable romantic.
523
00:30:47,345 --> 00:30:48,505
Kutner wasn't murdered.
524
00:30:48,580 --> 00:30:52,243
You deduce that by removing
your sunglasses to
the strains of a Who song?
525
00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:56,582
Suicide means
you could have helped him,
murder lets you off the hook.
526
00:31:00,158 --> 00:31:02,718
Needs a liver.
Has a liver.
527
00:31:02,794 --> 00:31:04,887
He can make
a partial donation.
528
00:31:04,963 --> 00:31:08,455
The faster he agrees,
the faster
she gets to not die.
529
00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:10,296
Partial won't be enough,
she needs a whole liver.
530
00:31:10,368 --> 00:31:13,235
And he'd never
survive the procedure.
531
00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:17,171
Nice symmetry, huh?
532
00:31:19,143 --> 00:31:22,237
He dies on the table,
you give her
his whole liver.
533
00:31:22,347 --> 00:31:25,214
If he's gonna do this,
he's gonna
do this for love.
534
00:31:25,316 --> 00:31:28,183
Thought he should talk
to someone
who spoke the language.
535
00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:32,853
You want me to
die on the table?
536
00:31:32,924 --> 00:31:34,824
We don't want you to.
537
00:31:34,893 --> 00:31:36,360
Your wife needs you to.
538
00:31:37,395 --> 00:31:38,555
My heart?
539
00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:39,756
Is still dying.
540
00:31:39,831 --> 00:31:41,924
You have
a couple days at most.
541
00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:45,262
But this could buy us
enough time to save her.
542
00:31:45,370 --> 00:31:47,099
When can I say goodbye?
543
00:31:48,072 --> 00:31:49,369
You can't.
544
00:31:49,774 --> 00:31:53,073
If she knew
what we were planning,
would she be okay?
545
00:31:54,512 --> 00:31:55,774
She'll resent me.
546
00:31:57,515 --> 00:32:00,848
She'll be alive.
Nothing else matters.
547
00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:22,906
CAMERON: You can't
do the transplant.
548
00:32:22,974 --> 00:32:27,172
Only if he said no,
but your urgent hovering
means he said yes.
549
00:32:27,245 --> 00:32:30,237
His fingers have nodules.
I think his doctors
misdiagnosed him.
550
00:32:30,315 --> 00:32:33,079
Or you sprinkled
too much wishful thinking
in your tea.
551
00:32:33,151 --> 00:32:36,814
Obese man with lung cancer.
Two easy explanations
for his heart failure.
552
00:32:36,888 --> 00:32:39,220
Nodules could mean
something else,
something curable.
553
00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:40,552
Go back to the ER.
554
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,684
My thanks to you
and your cold feet.
555
00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:45,251
What's going on?
I'm giving you a shot
at a cool result.
556
00:32:45,330 --> 00:32:46,695
Better yet, a chance
to prove
other doctors idiotic.
557
00:32:46,764 --> 00:32:47,788
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
558
00:32:47,865 --> 00:32:49,594
Except you're wrong.
559
00:32:50,435 --> 00:32:52,232
You figure that out
by taking off
your sunglasses
560
00:32:52,303 --> 00:32:54,703
to the strains
of a Who song?
561
00:32:54,772 --> 00:32:57,036
The guy who killed
Kutner's parents
562
00:32:57,175 --> 00:32:59,473
died of an aneurysm
two months ago.
563
00:32:59,544 --> 00:33:01,603
Kutner hid
from everyone.
564
00:33:01,679 --> 00:33:04,273
You didn't get a chance
to save him. No one did.
565
00:33:04,716 --> 00:33:08,277
Run the test.
Find out if you have
a chance to save Eddie.
566
00:33:17,628 --> 00:33:19,152
Bad news.
567
00:33:19,864 --> 00:33:21,161
Love can't save you.
568
00:33:21,799 --> 00:33:23,130
(DOOR CLOSING)
569
00:33:23,301 --> 00:33:25,030
On the other hand,
570
00:33:27,205 --> 00:33:29,036
mold can.
571
00:33:29,140 --> 00:33:32,075
Your heart failure
was caused by
a fungal infection
572
00:33:32,143 --> 00:33:34,577
called cardiac blastomycosis.
573
00:33:34,645 --> 00:33:36,306
Started as nodules
in your lungs,
574
00:33:36,381 --> 00:33:40,408
which every doc,
except one,
mistook for cancer.
575
00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:42,145
It's very rare,
very curable.
576
00:33:42,220 --> 00:33:43,812
I'm starting you
on itraconazole.
577
00:33:43,888 --> 00:33:46,288
But how come
I was getting better
without the medicine?
578
00:33:46,357 --> 00:33:49,292
Your emotional state
bumps your catecholamines,
579
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:50,657
which help raise
your prolactin...
580
00:33:50,728 --> 00:33:51,990
My emotional state?
581
00:33:52,063 --> 00:33:56,295
Three months of treatment,
you'll be back to
your buff, chiseled self.
582
00:33:57,235 --> 00:33:59,260
I don't want
the treatment.
583
00:34:01,005 --> 00:34:02,267
Do the transplant.
584
00:34:03,341 --> 00:34:07,334
You'd be trading
the certainty
that you'll live
585
00:34:08,079 --> 00:34:10,274
for the uncertainty
that she'll live.
586
00:34:10,681 --> 00:34:12,740
I was ready
to die anyway.
587
00:34:13,551 --> 00:34:16,019
Now you get to be nicer
to your next wife.
588
00:34:19,757 --> 00:34:22,749
If you won't do it,
release me.
589
00:34:23,461 --> 00:34:28,228
And when I get hit
by a car and show up
in your morgue,
590
00:34:30,635 --> 00:34:32,865
you can give her
my liver then.
591
00:34:39,110 --> 00:34:41,374
You're basically
asking us
to commit murder.
592
00:34:41,879 --> 00:34:43,176
I was yesterday, too.
593
00:34:43,281 --> 00:34:46,546
There's a difference
when he has 20 years to live
instead of two days.
594
00:34:46,617 --> 00:34:48,642
Not really,
not legally.
595
00:34:49,187 --> 00:34:50,950
That's your way
of convincing us
to do this,
596
00:34:51,022 --> 00:34:52,649
by saying
it's no more immoral?
597
00:34:52,723 --> 00:34:54,987
The idiot is gonna do this
with or without us.
598
00:34:55,059 --> 00:34:56,720
This way, we can
protect the organ.
599
00:34:56,794 --> 00:34:58,261
We should be
protecting him.
600
00:34:58,329 --> 00:35:01,298
So we strap him to the bed,
wait till his wife dies?
601
00:35:01,365 --> 00:35:03,128
I'm not doing this.
602
00:35:08,139 --> 00:35:09,299
TAUB: I will.
603
00:35:11,642 --> 00:35:13,906
We've already had
one pointless death.
604
00:35:19,317 --> 00:35:22,218
Eddie?
What's going on?
605
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,880
I don't know.
He just came and got me.
606
00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:26,184
(MOANING)
607
00:35:26,257 --> 00:35:28,088
Your husband
has a curable disease,
608
00:35:28,159 --> 00:35:30,457
but he wants to die
so he can
give you his liver.
609
00:35:30,528 --> 00:35:32,792
Are you okay with that,
or would you rather
he take the treatment?
610
00:35:32,864 --> 00:35:34,354
You son of a bitch.
611
00:35:34,432 --> 00:35:35,626
Eddie, don't.
612
00:35:35,700 --> 00:35:37,167
You have to
let me do this.
613
00:35:37,235 --> 00:35:38,896
Charlotte,
can you hear me?
614
00:35:38,970 --> 00:35:40,767
(SHIVERING)
615
00:35:41,906 --> 00:35:44,636
She spiked a fever.
LP shows her white cells
through the roof.
616
00:35:44,709 --> 00:35:45,937
She's infected
everywhere.
617
00:35:46,010 --> 00:35:47,204
I should fire you.
618
00:35:47,278 --> 00:35:49,178
I just did
what you failed to do.
619
00:35:49,247 --> 00:35:51,306
Convince Eddie to live
and let his wife die.
620
00:35:51,382 --> 00:35:53,373
THIRTEEN: Infection means
we have a new clue.
621
00:35:53,451 --> 00:35:55,578
And a full
two or three hours
to figure it out.
622
00:35:55,686 --> 00:35:57,620
Sarcoidosis.
Hits the spleen
and the liver.
623
00:35:57,688 --> 00:35:58,712
She'd have lung issues.
624
00:35:58,789 --> 00:36:00,188
Scleroderma
inflames the tissue.
625
00:36:00,258 --> 00:36:02,726
HOUSE: No skin
or GI problems.
626
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:05,121
(SIGHS)
What is she hiding?
627
00:36:05,196 --> 00:36:06,254
You don't know that...
628
00:36:06,330 --> 00:36:08,127
Either we have all the clues
and we're idiots
629
00:36:08,232 --> 00:36:09,961
or we don't have
all the clues.
630
00:36:10,034 --> 00:36:12,434
Possible exposure.
People, places.
631
00:36:14,639 --> 00:36:15,799
Both.
632
00:36:20,211 --> 00:36:21,610
Bad lie.
633
00:36:21,946 --> 00:36:23,846
Did you really think
the beaches in Hawaii
634
00:36:23,915 --> 00:36:26,145
were just like
the beaches in Rio?
635
00:36:26,217 --> 00:36:29,186
The disease-bearing
sand flies
are completely different.
636
00:36:29,253 --> 00:36:30,686
She's never
been to Rio.
637
00:36:30,755 --> 00:36:32,052
Who'd you go with?
638
00:36:32,723 --> 00:36:34,588
Why are you doing this?
639
00:36:35,326 --> 00:36:37,692
I don't actually
need to know who it was,
640
00:36:37,762 --> 00:36:39,491
I just need to know
that you went,
641
00:36:39,564 --> 00:36:43,000
so we can know
that you have
visceral leishmaniasis.
642
00:36:44,068 --> 00:36:47,333
But since Lancelot there
was ready to die for you,
643
00:36:47,438 --> 00:36:49,770
he might want
the answer to both.
644
00:36:52,510 --> 00:36:53,704
(SIGHS)
645
00:36:59,250 --> 00:37:00,717
Last year.
646
00:37:02,653 --> 00:37:04,211
It was nobody you knew.
647
00:37:07,124 --> 00:37:09,558
Rio was supposed
to be ours.
648
00:37:10,728 --> 00:37:12,719
I got tired
of waiting.
649
00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:17,223
I'm so sorry.
650
00:37:28,913 --> 00:37:30,437
Start her on antimony.
651
00:37:31,282 --> 00:37:33,079
Have Cuddy
find her a liver.
652
00:37:36,821 --> 00:37:38,618
They were all
ready to die.
653
00:37:39,123 --> 00:37:41,057
But for guilt, not love.
654
00:37:41,125 --> 00:37:43,616
You can't feel
that much guilt
without love.
655
00:37:51,602 --> 00:37:55,231
New York Mercy's
medevacing a liver.
It should be here...
656
00:37:55,306 --> 00:37:58,434
Tell them to turn around.
Charlotte's treatment
isn't taking.
657
00:37:59,844 --> 00:38:01,368
We diagnosed it too late.
658
00:38:04,815 --> 00:38:06,009
(CUDDY SIGHS)
659
00:38:06,884 --> 00:38:09,182
Everyone's heading over
to Kutner's funeral.
660
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:11,618
You're welcome
to ride with me.
661
00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:14,083
I'm going to
stay with Charlotte.
662
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:18,428
She bought you some time
to save Eddie,
663
00:38:18,496 --> 00:38:20,327
it'll give her death
some meaning.
664
00:38:21,465 --> 00:38:23,228
No, it won't.
665
00:38:28,773 --> 00:38:30,263
(DOOR OPENING)
666
00:38:32,043 --> 00:38:33,908
I was wrong about you.
No, you weren't.
667
00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:35,536
You're in pain.
668
00:38:36,013 --> 00:38:38,311
And you're romanticizing.
Again.
669
00:38:38,382 --> 00:38:41,180
You worked with him
every day for two years,
670
00:38:41,252 --> 00:38:42,514
and you never
saw this coming.
671
00:38:42,586 --> 00:38:44,076
No one saw it coming.
672
00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:46,385
But you see
everything coming.
673
00:38:46,457 --> 00:38:48,220
This has never been
about what you missed,
674
00:38:48,292 --> 00:38:50,089
this is about
why you missed it.
675
00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:55,565
You're terrified that
you're losing your gift,
losing who you are.
676
00:38:56,734 --> 00:38:59,430
And I'm terrified
of what you'd do then.
677
00:39:01,439 --> 00:39:03,907
Unless you feel
there's more to do here
to cure me,
678
00:39:04,008 --> 00:39:06,499
don't you have
the funeral to go to?
679
00:39:15,586 --> 00:39:17,076
(DOOR CLOSING)
680
00:39:40,144 --> 00:39:43,841
I'm taking a ride
681
00:39:44,348 --> 00:39:46,816
Off to one side
682
00:39:47,418 --> 00:39:51,320
It is a personal thing
683
00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:55,491
Where?
When I can't stand
684
00:39:55,960 --> 00:40:01,592
Up in this cage
I'm not regretting
685
00:40:03,267 --> 00:40:08,398
I don't need a better thing
686
00:40:09,740 --> 00:40:12,800
I'll settle for less
687
00:40:14,779 --> 00:40:19,716
It's another thing for me
688
00:40:20,584 --> 00:40:24,384
I just have to wander
689
00:40:24,555 --> 00:40:29,822
Through this world alone
690
00:40:31,629 --> 00:40:32,994
(INAUDIBLE)
691
00:40:52,316 --> 00:40:56,082
Stop before you fall
692
00:40:56,654 --> 00:41:02,092
Into the hole
that I have dug here
693
00:41:03,828 --> 00:41:07,491
Rest even as you
694
00:41:07,865 --> 00:41:13,963
Are starting to feel
the way I used to
695
00:41:15,439 --> 00:41:20,570
I don't need a better thing
696
00:41:21,178 --> 00:41:25,308
Just to sound confused
697
00:41:27,651 --> 00:41:31,951
Don't talk about everyone
698
00:41:32,723 --> 00:41:39,686
I am not amused by you
699
00:41:42,466 --> 00:41:45,924
'Cause I'm gonna lose you
700
00:41:48,272 --> 00:41:51,605
Yes, I'm gonna lose you
701
00:41:54,044 --> 00:41:57,309
If I'm gonna lose you
702
00:42:05,623 --> 00:42:08,922
'Cause I'm gonna lose you
703
00:42:11,362 --> 00:42:14,695
Yes, I'm gonna lose you
704
00:42:17,134 --> 00:42:20,695
If I'm gonna lose you
705
00:42:23,974 --> 00:42:28,468
I'll lose you now for good